Nov 08, 2004 21:21
Yesterday I got a new brother. NO guys, my mom is NOT going to have a baby and never will, i mean i got a new 19 year-old brother. Its drew, just incase you guys didnt guess. He moved into my house yesterday to stay for a while. He is staying in the guest room next to mine (which is kinda weird) and so its like having a brother. But now i cant walk around my house naked....not like i do that or anything.....stop giving me that weird look! lol jk i dont do that, but if i got the urge to do that, i could now. Well actually maybe i could cuz drew is never home anyway. He has two jobs which take up 90% of his life and the other 10% he is either hanging with kristin or Kris so really, he has no life and no down time. Yea so right now the computer that im typing on is in his room, but we might move it out and into the loft later if we need to. MAN does drew have a smell!! I walked into the room today and it sure did smell like drew and he has only been here for a day!! I can tell this will be an adventure!
So yea just incase you old theater people who read this didnt know part of the theater was burnt down sunday. Oh but dont worry, it wasnt hurt bad. The scrim is totally distoryed and another curtain has a huge hole in it, but besides that we are pretty lucky. They dont know what started it yet so the theater might be closed for a while.
Its so cool, yet odd at the same time. Ive made a new best friend. His name is Ryan and he goes to my church. He is a couple years younger then me but is totally smart and acts for the most part my age. I have been talking to him on the internet a lot lately and like he has made my life so much better. Like when i cant talk to katherine or drew or any of my friends about problems, he is always there, no matter what. One night i was crying because some friends made some hurtful comments on a really touchy subject i have and no matter what anyone tryed to do it just made it worse, but then i came to Ryan, and he just made me feel so much better. He likes gives and gives and gives and never has wanted anything in return. And for that I love him. I love him like a brother and best friend. He is just one of those people where you just spill all your life stories and secrets to and then later you wonder how with him saying nothing at all he made you spill your guts. He is just there to listen to my ranting and raving. It doesnt matter that he doesnt like always give genius answers that are so enlightening that they change the world, i just love it that he is there and is willing to say, "no Vanessa its ok, you arnt fat, you have a lot of friends, people do too like you, etc" So for that Ryan, if you are reading this, I say thank you, thank you very much! I love you!! xoxo
PS everyone. Just because Ryan is such a sweet heart, it doesnt mean that i love you any less, it just means that sometimes you guys dont seem to give a damn about my problems, and im not like mad about that or anything. I know you guys are very busy and i can be annoying sometimes so its totally ok with me, you guys are still my best friends too. Well, im freakin tired and so i think im going to go to bed really early at 10 tonight (thats early for me) xoxo
Love always,
Vanessa