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so last night i just watched my dad paint some more and talked to bry on the phone
i guess i musta fell asleep on the phone cuz when i woke up this morning at like 5 something it was open but dead so i put it on the charger but i had to leave less then an hour after that so it only has a little charge ::puts it on charger::
today has been a bad day though..
our bus was really late so we had to go right to class and everyone had already went to class...
Orchestra- we have another cello now, i thought she was from chamber but i guess not but she played other years and i guess just couldnt this semester or something..cant remember her name...and Kristen? i think thats her name? the really good violin one from Chamber is in there? hmph...but he put her as 2nd violin, i hope he keeps her there...1 cuz they need her and 2 cuz she'll just end up first chair if shes in 1st violin, there for concert master, and shes already 1st chair 1st violin in chamber soo he should let us have a chance..
left orch. a little early to go to that play thing...
Bry wouldnt come up with me to sit by me and i was planning on having us sit by his friends, bu then he claimed his class couldnt seperate or whatever...bull crap cuz Alyshas in that class and she was down with everyone, so i was like you suck, and was gonna go sit by everyone (my friends) but yeahhhh no one saved me a seat or anything even though i saw kim standing up and she waved at me and that was before a lotta people got in there...so i was like...wow...lovely...so i was gonna go up and sit by bry...but then there was no seat saved for me there...so i sat in the row behind the row behind him, and by then i was just like...mad...and somewhat rejected feeling...so he got everyone to move over so there was a seat for me but i didnt want to move there...but i ended up moving down there just cuz i knew i'd be mad that i didnt if i didnt
so i sat like far away and pushed him away everytime he tried to touch me or hold my hand and wouldnt look at him for most of the play and then i was finally like..whatever...but i still wasnt happy, it was more like i just didnt care either way...
the play was good, if everything went how i wanted it though me and bry woulda been down there with all my friends and i wouldnt of been in a crappy mood..but hey everything doesnt always go your way..
then we went back to science for like 15 minutes...i just sat there and did nothing and didnt talk to anyone cept Bry to tell him not to touch me...
then he had lunch and i had history, and i got out of the room before him, so i just didnt wait and walked to class, he ended up following me all the way to my class but yeah...i pretty much just went to calss anyway
then i was feeling like crap and whenever i really feel like crap like sad, and if anyone ask me whats wrong or whatever i usually just start crying
so i was just sitting there, and Justins like why do you look sad? whats wrong? and i started crying...and he hugged me or whatever...and then i like stopped crying...then everyones just like whats wrong? whats wrong?, your eyes look red were you crying? so i started crying again, then mr fromm asked me, and he said i could go take a break or whatever...so i went out in the hall for a while....then i was like ok...im retarded...and went back in the class...and mrs single (i think thats her name) was like come out in the hall with me..or whatever...so shes like blah blah you dont have to be in class right now you can see a counciler...wanna talk to your counciler? haha deff. do not want to go to a counciler..i dont even really know what was wrong wtih me..so yeah..i just went back in the class and i was pretty fine after that...just did stupid stuff
Lunch- there was bosco sticks in the snack line! so i got bosco sticks and a twix just cuz boscos need chocolate. so yeah, it was like me Justin, Mike, Lindsey,and then like...Kimber, that Mike (pizza) kid...like a couple other random people
so yeah..i was eating my bosco and twix and it was all yummy and stuff...i was like 1/2 done with the first one and justin took my twix and ate 1/2 of what was left...soi was like RAWR but i still had some left so i was like..whatever...
then i just finished the firs tone and he ate the whole rest of it! i dont even think i got to take a bite of it after he took the first one...i was so pissed...i was already having a bad day and he freaking knew it and he did that...i didnt even eat 1/2 the freaking thing...grr...hes dummbb...so yeah i was mad
then everyone slowly left the table till i was just sitting there by myself for a hwile...then i stood with lindsey and danielle and someother people for a little till it was time to leave...it wastn fun...
Math- math stuff...gotta do my HW
yeah didnt feel good like my stomach hurt at the end of math and till like right now it doesnt hurt much anymore so thats good i guess but yeah..ughh i hate this
yeah...i really need to stop being so..moody/mean/sick feeling...cuz its not fun or kewl at all..lol
yeah..well..im gonna go...bye
i guess i musta fell asleep on the phone cuz when i woke up this morning at like 5 something it was open but dead so i put it on the charger but i had to leave less then an hour after that so it only has a little charge ::puts it on charger::
today has been a bad day though..
our bus was really late so we had to go right to class and everyone had already went to class...
Orchestra- we have another cello now, i thought she was from chamber but i guess not but she played other years and i guess just couldnt this semester or something..cant remember her name...and Kristen? i think thats her name? the really good violin one from Chamber is in there? hmph...but he put her as 2nd violin, i hope he keeps her there...1 cuz they need her and 2 cuz she'll just end up first chair if shes in 1st violin, there for concert master, and shes already 1st chair 1st violin in chamber soo he should let us have a chance..
left orch. a little early to go to that play thing...
Bry wouldnt come up with me to sit by me and i was planning on having us sit by his friends, bu then he claimed his class couldnt seperate or whatever...bull crap cuz Alyshas in that class and she was down with everyone, so i was like you suck, and was gonna go sit by everyone (my friends) but yeahhhh no one saved me a seat or anything even though i saw kim standing up and she waved at me and that was before a lotta people got in there...so i was like...wow...lovely...so i was gonna go up and sit by bry...but then there was no seat saved for me there...so i sat in the row behind the row behind him, and by then i was just like...mad...and somewhat rejected feeling...so he got everyone to move over so there was a seat for me but i didnt want to move there...but i ended up moving down there just cuz i knew i'd be mad that i didnt if i didnt
so i sat like far away and pushed him away everytime he tried to touch me or hold my hand and wouldnt look at him for most of the play and then i was finally like..whatever...but i still wasnt happy, it was more like i just didnt care either way...
the play was good, if everything went how i wanted it though me and bry woulda been down there with all my friends and i wouldnt of been in a crappy mood..but hey everything doesnt always go your way..
then we went back to science for like 15 minutes...i just sat there and did nothing and didnt talk to anyone cept Bry to tell him not to touch me...
then he had lunch and i had history, and i got out of the room before him, so i just didnt wait and walked to class, he ended up following me all the way to my class but yeah...i pretty much just went to calss anyway
then i was feeling like crap and whenever i really feel like crap like sad, and if anyone ask me whats wrong or whatever i usually just start crying
so i was just sitting there, and Justins like why do you look sad? whats wrong? and i started crying...and he hugged me or whatever...and then i like stopped crying...then everyones just like whats wrong? whats wrong?, your eyes look red were you crying? so i started crying again, then mr fromm asked me, and he said i could go take a break or whatever...so i went out in the hall for a while....then i was like ok...im retarded...and went back in the class...and mrs single (i think thats her name) was like come out in the hall with me..or whatever...so shes like blah blah you dont have to be in class right now you can see a counciler...wanna talk to your counciler? haha deff. do not want to go to a counciler..i dont even really know what was wrong wtih me..so yeah..i just went back in the class and i was pretty fine after that...just did stupid stuff
Lunch- there was bosco sticks in the snack line! so i got bosco sticks and a twix just cuz boscos need chocolate. so yeah, it was like me Justin, Mike, Lindsey,and then like...Kimber, that Mike (pizza) kid...like a couple other random people
so yeah..i was eating my bosco and twix and it was all yummy and stuff...i was like 1/2 done with the first one and justin took my twix and ate 1/2 of what was left...soi was like RAWR but i still had some left so i was like..whatever...
then i just finished the firs tone and he ate the whole rest of it! i dont even think i got to take a bite of it after he took the first one...i was so pissed...i was already having a bad day and he freaking knew it and he did that...i didnt even eat 1/2 the freaking thing...grr...hes dummbb...so yeah i was mad
then everyone slowly left the table till i was just sitting there by myself for a hwile...then i stood with lindsey and danielle and someother people for a little till it was time to leave...it wastn fun...
Math- math stuff...gotta do my HW
yeah didnt feel good like my stomach hurt at the end of math and till like right now it doesnt hurt much anymore so thats good i guess but yeah..ughh i hate this
yeah...i really need to stop being so..moody/mean/sick feeling...cuz its not fun or kewl at all..lol
yeah..well..im gonna go...bye