ok, so i thought i was done with these for quite a while....
but i've been known to be wrong before, so what's different now, right??
another pissed-off rant about adam about to commence....
ok, so we've barely spoken since we broke up for good. that's probably how it should be, but i just don't know how to cut people who have hurt me out of my life completely. [see: richie, my father, clayton, among others]
so adam and i planned to go apple picking like 500 years before we broke up, and of course, i got roped into going still after we broke up....and only after i agreed to go, did he mention he invited his entire family along with us. because yeaaaaaaaaaaahhhh that's what i want to do is spend my whole day with YOUR family. it was lame....we barely spoke....and out of nowhere, adam gets all ansty, clamiing he wants to get home and start "cleaning his house".
I was unaware there was a time limit on such things, but ok. Later on that night, i call him to tell him he left something in my bag of apples and he sends it straight to voicemail. ummm could that be because you have another girl at your house you don't want me knowing about???
and then i thought, ok lauren, you're just being insane. untilll adam and i planned to get pumpkins together at the terminal market and then he fucking vanishes off the planet...fotgets to call me [which was fine because Richie and I ended up going to the MOMA museum and it was amazzzzing] and when i call him, again he purposefully sneds it to voicemail after 1 1/2 rings.
so this morning, i'm about to call him out on what an asshole he is [on facebook for everyone to see] and on his wall, there is a post from A NEW STUPID WHORE saying "way to fall asleep on the couch last night".
could this be why, after all this time, you decdied to:
SHAVE YOUR RATS-NEST OF A BEARD
LOSE 15 POUNDS
AND START DRESSING LIKE A HUMAN BEING AGAIN???
BECAUSE LORD KNOWS, YOU WEREN'T FUCKING MOTIVATED ENOUGH TO DO THAT FOR ME.
AND IT KILLS ME BECAUSE I WANT TO FUCKING BE DONE WITH YOU, AND YET, YOU FIND NEW WAYS TO HURT ME, EVEN WHEN WE'RE NOT TO-GET-HERRRR.
HE'S NOT SUPPOSED TO BE THE ONE WHO MOVES ON FIRST! HE WAS THE FUCKING LOSER WHO COULDN'T GET HIS SHIT TOGETHER, AND CONTINUED TO CLAIM "I'M NOT GOOD IN RELATIONSHIPS" AND "I JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT I WANT"
APPARENTLY YOU DO. IT JUST ISN'T ME.
another pissed-off rant about adam about to commence....
ok, so we've barely spoken since we broke up for good. that's probably how it should be, but i just don't know how to cut people who have hurt me out of my life completely. [see: richie, my father, clayton, among others]
so adam and i planned to go apple picking like 500 years before we broke up, and of course, i got roped into going still after we broke up....and only after i agreed to go, did he mention he invited his entire family along with us. because yeaaaaaaaaaaahhhh that's what i want to do is spend my whole day with YOUR family. it was lame....we barely spoke....and out of nowhere, adam gets all ansty, clamiing he wants to get home and start "cleaning his house".
I was unaware there was a time limit on such things, but ok. Later on that night, i call him to tell him he left something in my bag of apples and he sends it straight to voicemail. ummm could that be because you have another girl at your house you don't want me knowing about???
and then i thought, ok lauren, you're just being insane. untilll adam and i planned to get pumpkins together at the terminal market and then he fucking vanishes off the planet...fotgets to call me [which was fine because Richie and I ended up going to the MOMA museum and it was amazzzzing] and when i call him, again he purposefully sneds it to voicemail after 1 1/2 rings.
so this morning, i'm about to call him out on what an asshole he is [on facebook for everyone to see] and on his wall, there is a post from A NEW STUPID WHORE saying "way to fall asleep on the couch last night".
could this be why, after all this time, you decdied to:
SHAVE YOUR RATS-NEST OF A BEARD
LOSE 15 POUNDS
AND START DRESSING LIKE A HUMAN BEING AGAIN???
BECAUSE LORD KNOWS, YOU WEREN'T FUCKING MOTIVATED ENOUGH TO DO THAT FOR ME.
AND IT KILLS ME BECAUSE I WANT TO FUCKING BE DONE WITH YOU, AND YET, YOU FIND NEW WAYS TO HURT ME, EVEN WHEN WE'RE NOT TO-GET-HERRRR.
HE'S NOT SUPPOSED TO BE THE ONE WHO MOVES ON FIRST! HE WAS THE FUCKING LOSER WHO COULDN'T GET HIS SHIT TOGETHER, AND CONTINUED TO CLAIM "I'M NOT GOOD IN RELATIONSHIPS" AND "I JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT I WANT"
APPARENTLY YOU DO. IT JUST ISN'T ME.