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hung out with Tan and Thuy Vy tonight. it was nice, kept my mind off things for awhile. we watched Harry Potter2. But something Tan said to me got me all worried again.
What if she never read that last email i sent her. what if she just deleted it without reading what i had to say. if she did, then she'll never feel like talking to me ever again. and my side will never be heard. i'll go down in history and known by all her friends as a sick/obsessive/stalking monster. and whats killing me is that i may never know. the only way i'll know is by talking to her, and thats not gonna happen anytime soon (maybe ever). so now, i want to call her or leave a message on her voicemail explaining my side...but my head tells me that would be a bad idea and make things worse. maybe i'm just looking for an excuse to call her. But I miss my friend!
What if she never read that last email i sent her. what if she just deleted it without reading what i had to say. if she did, then she'll never feel like talking to me ever again. and my side will never be heard. i'll go down in history and known by all her friends as a sick/obsessive/stalking monster. and whats killing me is that i may never know. the only way i'll know is by talking to her, and thats not gonna happen anytime soon (maybe ever). so now, i want to call her or leave a message on her voicemail explaining my side...but my head tells me that would be a bad idea and make things worse. maybe i'm just looking for an excuse to call her. But I miss my friend!