money
I do not believe in retail therapy. Shopping doesn't make me feel better when I'm down, it doesn't give me a rush or anything like that. SO I cannot explain how I managed to spend over £300 today in one go.
Yes. £300.
Someone should kill me.
I've never ever wasted my money. This is a first for me. I have a whole bunch of new clothes and a new pair of boots. But my mum, when I tell her, is gonna be pissed. Ok, so it's not her money, but it is mine. And I've just blown £300 odd which is like a month's rent. I don't have a job, or a student loan. That is nearly a month of pay. I feel sick, very sick. And depressed. And anxious.
I said I was going stay about £1000 til christmas or later if possible. I can't remember what my balance was....but I'm thinking now it's under £1000. Like woah.
I got money out today.....arg, i spent exactly £324.99. I have £924.57.......but my mum owes me £70....soooo £994.57....god, I am so dead. I can't reason my way out of this one. And that's all including whateer my mum has putin specifically for food. Ahhh. So dead. Ring now...ring later....ring now....ring later.
This is my christmas present from me, my mum and my dad. I can't remember if they gave me £100, or £500 last year. I am hoping twas £500, but I think I would remember such a thing.
Fuck.
FUck.Fuck.Fuck.
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Yes. £300.
Someone should kill me.
I've never ever wasted my money. This is a first for me. I have a whole bunch of new clothes and a new pair of boots. But my mum, when I tell her, is gonna be pissed. Ok, so it's not her money, but it is mine. And I've just blown £300 odd which is like a month's rent. I don't have a job, or a student loan. That is nearly a month of pay. I feel sick, very sick. And depressed. And anxious.
I said I was going stay about £1000 til christmas or later if possible. I can't remember what my balance was....but I'm thinking now it's under £1000. Like woah.
I got money out today.....arg, i spent exactly £324.99. I have £924.57.......but my mum owes me £70....soooo £994.57....god, I am so dead. I can't reason my way out of this one. And that's all including whateer my mum has putin specifically for food. Ahhh. So dead. Ring now...ring later....ring now....ring later.
This is my christmas present from me, my mum and my dad. I can't remember if they gave me £100, or £500 last year. I am hoping twas £500, but I think I would remember such a thing.
Fuck.
FUck.Fuck.Fuck.
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