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Ma book it has arrived! The green and "yellows" give me shudders of bad memories of various set texts I never read the commentaries of. It's not really yellow you know, it's more of a lime green, but I suppose they can't ickname them the "green and greens".
I thoroughly dislike disrupted sleep.
More bad dreams last night/this morning on a regular theme. Puts me in a bad mood for the rest of the day. I had fully intended on silence day today after yesterday and all the rest, I just couldn't be bothered with people and their peopleness and their limitedness.
Felt quite rubbishy last night until I talked to Emma and we roused ourselves with great speeches and philosophy that made us feel superior and magnificent for about 5 minutes before the bluster ran out and we admitted how weak we were.
I'm a bit sad today because I found out that Natasha Richardson actually died from her skiiing accident and it reminds me of how easy it is for everything to fall apart and change so horribly for someone. It reminds me of KS and his accident and his family and shocked they must have been and now her family is going through the same thing :-(
It's all very hard.
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I thoroughly dislike disrupted sleep.
More bad dreams last night/this morning on a regular theme. Puts me in a bad mood for the rest of the day. I had fully intended on silence day today after yesterday and all the rest, I just couldn't be bothered with people and their peopleness and their limitedness.
Felt quite rubbishy last night until I talked to Emma and we roused ourselves with great speeches and philosophy that made us feel superior and magnificent for about 5 minutes before the bluster ran out and we admitted how weak we were.
I'm a bit sad today because I found out that Natasha Richardson actually died from her skiiing accident and it reminds me of how easy it is for everything to fall apart and change so horribly for someone. It reminds me of KS and his accident and his family and shocked they must have been and now her family is going through the same thing :-(
It's all very hard.
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