Lies - Chapter 29 - Part 2
Title: Lies
Length: 29/?
Author: Anim22
Rating: Pg13 (Pg - R)
Genre: Drama, angst, AU- m-preg
Pairing: Jae/Yunho, Jae/Yoochun, Junsu/Yoochun,
Summary: Yunho arrived on time for his brother’s wedding. He wanted to know about this mysterious guy that had made his brother fall head over heels in love with him.
But when he arrived, his brother had committed suicide, only leaving behind a letter with the initials KJ and a brooch with the initial J. Now Yunho was seeking revenge. He was going to find KJ and make him pay for his brother’s suicide.
A/N: The plot is not mine. The story is not mine.
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Yoochun was almost out the door of his office when Junsu arrived. “You again”. He cursed his luck, but he had no choice but to talk to him, after all they still were married. He let him in and then they both sat down on the couch that was in the office. “We need to talk”. A submissive Junsu whimpered.
“I know that“. Yoochun loosened up the knot on the tie around his neck. For a moment he thought that he could strangle Junsu with it, but sadly he wasn’t a killer.
“I am glad that you’ve finally accepted the fact that we need to make a decision”.
“I am all ears”. He observed Junsu’s supposed-naiveté, whoever didn’t know him, would surely fall for it.
“You must agree with me, that we cannot keep living with your parents. They are destroying our marriage”.
“What marriage, Junsu!. Didn’t you say that you only wanted my money that you don’t feel anything for me!. Yoochun shouted in outrage.
“I….I said that because I was angry……..I do love you. I talked to my uncle and he agrees that we should try and make this marriage work……for our sake, for their sake. I still want to make you happy”. Junsu’s eyes brimmed with unshed tears, the same tears that had convinced his fool of an uncle to give him a final chance. Mr. Park told him that he would not intervene for neither a separation nor a reconciliation, everything was in his son’s hands. Just what Junsu wanted.
Yoochun knew how conniving and deceitful Junsu could be. He had thought about a way to get even with him and after much thought, he had found the perfect answer for his problem. Seeing that Yoochun just kept staring at him with cold eyes, Junsu tried again.
“I still want to try to live with you”.
“Yoochun chuckled after hearing that. “What do you propose?”.
“Let’s live like a real couple. Just the two of us”.
“Really?”. Yoochun tried to hide his abhorrence towards him, Junsu had such a disregard for everything that he had done. It was like none of it matter. The deceit, the lies…….for Junsu’s it just didn’t matter how many people he had hurt. He swore to make him pay and he was going to fulfill that promise for Jaejoong and for his family.
“Uhmmm maybe it’s not such a bad idea”. He surprised Junsu with his answer. This was too easy.
“Are you serious”. Junsu giggled.
“But…….I have some conditions”.
“For you, I will do anything. There is nothing that I won’t do just to live with you”. Junsu felt a surge of happiness running throughout his body. This was what he wanted, this was what he deserved. To be Yoochun’s husband and have total access to his fortune.
“So you will do anything for me?”. Junsu immediately nodded. “Well, I’ve just made an important decision about my future career, and now I am thinking about working independently…….you know”. Inside, Yoochun’s was laughing at him.
“… …independently?. I don’t get it?”. The smile on Junsu’s face disappeared.
“I am going to part from my father’s company. I will quit my job here. Now that I am married I want to build my own fortune. I will denounce all my inheritance and then I’ll live with you”.
For Junsu all his plans came crashing down. There was nothing worse than this, oh so he thought.
***
“What about dinner, we have a lot to talk about”. Yunho proposed, however Jaejoong changed his mood right away. “Okay, I will accept your dinner only if you sign the papers”. Jaejoong wanted an answer now and Yunho kept evading a concrete affirmation. Enough playing around. He didn’t know how but Yunho put him an ease, and he almost forgot that he was suppose to be mad at him. “The sooner the better, I want to divorce you Yunho. Don’t make this difficult”. There was no anger in his voice.
“Jaejoong, I love you and I won’t give you the divorce”. Yunho told the truth, there was no way that he would give up so easily.
“Don’t tell me that you love me because I don’t believe it”. It was lawyas the same, and it upset Jaejoong tremendously. Yunho’s disposition made him feel like he was his property.
“I love you I love you”. Yunho reached for Jae’s hand on the desk, clasping it with force. “I don’t care what it costs, I will make you love me again”. He pleaded.
“You are so stubborn that it drives me crazy!’. Jaejoong shouted and then in a rush he stood up about to storm off from the office. Yunho alarmed about ending the conversation like this, pulled Jaejoon’s hand roughly towards him. Jaejoong instantly lost his balance until he fell flat on the desk, his belly hitting the surface of the desk. Jaejoong wailed in more shock than in pain. He sat down on his chair grabbing his stomach checking to see if he was hurt in someway. Yunho in a flash was kneeling by Jaejoong’s side. “I am so sorry Jaejoong. I didn’t mean to……….are you okay”. He patted one of Jaejoong’s thighs.
Jaejoong was almost in tears, the small accident scared the life out of him. “Yunho, even when you don’t want to, you always end up hurting me”. A hard breathing Jae tried to stop shaking as he rubbed his stomach constanly. He leaned into his chair as he let out little puffs of air.
“Are you really okay?. Does it hurt here?”. Yunho placed one of his hands on Jaejoong’s belly caressing it with concern. Yunho didn’t know why Jae was almost crying, but he felt the urge to console him. The warm touch calmed Jaejoong completely, it was curious how Yunho’s hands still had power over him. For a moment he could really believe that Yunho truly loved him. “No, no it doesn’t hurt…….”. Jaejoong stood up and Yunho caught him in an embrace. With his hand’s still on his stomach, Jaejoong let Yunho kissed him. He lost himself in Yunho’s lips and in the passion that they both felt for each other.
“No!“. Jaejoong shouted but he didn’t push him this time, he just turned his face away from him ending the searing kiss.
Yunho let go of him but his gaze never faltered. “You still love me!”. Yunho touched his lips as he licked them savoring the taste“.
“Why do you say that……..because of the kiss…….don’t be ridiculous. It was just a simple kiss”. Jaejoong was back to normal. The kiss meant nothing, it happened because of the baby, yes that was the only explanation. Such a denial on his part.
“Do you kiss everyone like that?”. Yunho placed his arms around his waist.
“No, but every kiss is different”.
“Then why did you let me kiss you?”. Yunho tried again but Jaejoong leaned away just a little bit. They were playing with each other and they both knew it. Suddenly, Jae’s stomach rumbled. “You invited me to dinner right?. This time he leaned forward, making Yunho anxious for another kiss. Before it could happened Jaejoong was at the door. “Hurry up. Friend. I am hungry and it better be a good restaurant”. Jaejoong flew out of the office just stopping to take his leather jacket.
Yunho stayed motionless for a while with a big grin on his face. He had forgotten how playful and full of life Jaejoong really was. It looked like he was still the same Jaejoong that he had met almost a year ago”.
***
Half an hour later, Yunho took Jaejoong to his favorite restaurant. It was a small Italian restaurant where the pasta was to die for. “I know this is your favorite place”. Yunho pulled the chair for him as they were being seated by the waiter. The candle-lit room was the perfect atmosphere for a romantic dinner. Jaejoong hid his face on the menu, trying to make sense of what he was doing. Could someone explain it to him what the hell he was doing here with Yunho when a couple of days ago he swore to never even talk to him. The more Jae tried to discern his thoughts the more confused he got. Yunho on the other hand, was just happy. It was that simple.
“I can imagine the life that Hankyung is giving you”. Right there Yunho destroyed the progress that he had been making. He already knew that Jaejoong didn’t care about money or status but that didn’t prevent him from feeling insecure.
Jaejoong put the menu down and gave Yunho a disappointing look. “Not in the matter which you are insinuating”.
“Idiot!. Idiot!“. Yunho repeated in his mind. He had to name that bastard. “Do you want to drink some wine?”. He quickly changed the topic as he raised his hand calling up the waiter.
“No thank you, but you go ahead. Wine brings me some good memories”.
“What good memories?”. Yunho was sure that Jaejoong was remembering their passionate nights together after a few glasses of wine.
Jaejoong had a wicked smile on his face. “Don’t you remember when Yoochun came to the vineyard, that day I spent a wonderful day with him walking around the fields”.
“Yoochun……..?”. Yunho stuttered.
“I had a good time with him…….. …he showed me that someone still cared about me at that time”.
“Only because of him?”. Yunho didn’t want to show his displeasure but it was written on his face.
“Yes, what?. Did you think that I was talking about you?”. He snickered in disbelief.
“Jaejoong, I love you. Please give me a second chance!”. Yunho begged.
“Yunho. We could’ve been so happy ………….sadly that is so over“. Jaejoong spoke with melancholy. “You never showed any amount of interest towards my well-being. I think that what it hurts the most is to realized how foolish I was. I gave you everything that and more………without asking you anything in return. God, Yunho. The love that I had for you was so tremendous……...it almost consumed me”. Yunho heard every word, he had no words to respond to that. “You took advantage of that, you knew that I was at your mercy”. Jaejoong felt drunk with despair. “I wish that I could turn back time so that I could feel completely happy again……...because even if I try to……..I just can‘t”. Jaejoong didn’t feel like crying, he was just finally telling Yunho how he felt.
“Let’s try…….I…….we……….”. This time, it was Yunho who felt like crying.
“Yunho. You don’t understand. I will try to be happy again. I have to…………….especially because I am never going to be alone ever again”. Jaejoong smiled remembering his little secret.
Yuhno felt a glimmer of hope. “That means you’re going to give me a second chance”.
Jaejoong opened his mouth to answer him, when the waiter interrupted them by asking them what they were going to have for dinner.
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