sucks
so basically my life is ups and downs. Why is everything so complicated? Why can't something go right for once in my life and stay right. It's like someones playing a trick on me and they get me all excited and then BOOM everything goes bad. School was good and now its going downhill. Dance was good but now i have effing shin splints that hurt like a mother and i suck now. Life was good until people screwed it up. I just wanna leave. I cant wait until next weekend and the weekend after that. Im going away. First to connecticut and then to montreal. Montreal is gonna kick ass hopefully. Im visiting my brother. Im gonna leave all my problems in montreal. i wish you could do that. Just leave your problems somewhere. I also cant wait until December 3rd because i will hopefully be getting my license that day. If i get it im going far far away (probably to walmart). But either way im not staying in nbpt and im not going to peabody. So the next 3 weekends should be good. I had been looking forward to this weekend for a while but im not sure if its gonna work out the way i had planned. I make bad decisions. You know what i was thinking today. if i had to sum up all of high school in one word i would pick "DRAMATIC" It is so dramatic. If my life had to be summed up in one word it would be "AKWARD" Basically my life is akward and dramatic. not a good mixture.