ive been stalling updating. it means im back home. back in my head.
i got home eleven days ago. it was the shit and such and such but overall there were a few things that really stuck out.
1. i got to hang out with ed almost everyday. ed is the shit and pretty soon im going to make a list of the Top Ten Reasons Why Ed Hideous Is Better Than You.
2. i got to see my father and grandparents. they are getting older(especially my dad) and they might die before i make it home for good or vice versa. either way family is good.
3. i had a lot of crazy sex with galina. it was good. i got back together with her and then broke up with her again and left it as good as could be imagined.
4. i saw zody. ill always love that girl. sometimes i hope i love her to death, cause she needs to die.
5. i met that bulldyke annika. i have an innocent little crush on her and i think its cute of myself because i didnt really know i could do that anymore. annika is good people and i want to see her take over the world someday.
6. i saw the kids that i hung out with in 7th grade. Julie Lanier, Tori Allen, Matt Howard, Darren Hall, David Lenser, Emily Mitchell, Naveen Bazaj, Chris Berehns, and my best friend from hell to high water, Jonathan Snyder. it was only people that i liked and it was as if everyone had swelled and grown into themselves. no matter how cool you think you are, there are your friends from seventh grade that remember you when you were awkward as shit and goofy and as uncool as uncool gets. everyone was the fat kid sitting five feet away from the group.
i could write A LOT more about ed and annika and jon but ill leave that to them. coming home felt sort of like that scene from diner and sort of like american graffiti and sort of like the royal tenenbaums.
i bought an airsoft gun that looks like a glock and it kills like whoa. i bought that u2 ipod i wanted and im listening to it right now.
i dont wish i had more time at home. i dont wish i saw anyone more or did more. i was chatting it up today with a friend of mine that i knew from san diego. he is a marine and i havent spoken to him in about a year. he leaves for iraq in seven days. he appreciated his ten days home more than anyone reading this including me. he took a picture of me and my friends jeremy and morris taking a nap when we were in san diego. it looks exactly like it feels.