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you are all dead meat. all of you. i spent all last night on post sharpening my knife. its a big black combat knife with a little pink fishy ring hanging from some 550 cord at the butt of it. its sharp enough to shave with. i really want to cut an iraqi with it. i want to scalp someone. i want to shove the tip of the knife right under some ones ear and rip out thier throat. i want to sit on top of another man and listen to him beg for his life in a pitiful panic in a foreign language while i slip five inches of steel into into his fleshy palpitating chest.
And you know what the motherfucker of it is? thats who i really am. id want that if i was a marine or not. i think of stabbing someone to death the same way i do of losing my virginity. life is a many complex thing and death is only a peg on the wheel. my friend trevino said he would throw up if he saw some ones throat getting ripped out. why did you join the corps then you pussy?
i like that there are things between my wife and i that will always be OK. like no matter what certain things will never change. on a different side to the same coin i like that certain things will never be OK between us. i am a mortally flawed person and so is she. we just try to patch over each others pits of sanity. i will love her to the day i die.
im glad i got married young too. a few people said i was too young. i think it is appropriately, young. being young is pure and i need all the purity in my life that i can get. balance is key. balance is beautiful.
And you know what the motherfucker of it is? thats who i really am. id want that if i was a marine or not. i think of stabbing someone to death the same way i do of losing my virginity. life is a many complex thing and death is only a peg on the wheel. my friend trevino said he would throw up if he saw some ones throat getting ripped out. why did you join the corps then you pussy?
i like that there are things between my wife and i that will always be OK. like no matter what certain things will never change. on a different side to the same coin i like that certain things will never be OK between us. i am a mortally flawed person and so is she. we just try to patch over each others pits of sanity. i will love her to the day i die.
im glad i got married young too. a few people said i was too young. i think it is appropriately, young. being young is pure and i need all the purity in my life that i can get. balance is key. balance is beautiful.