pain in my ass
hello out there... i dont know really why i am posting in this journal. i miss it.
i'm really confused about some things.
why does she tell one person one thing.. and me another? why does she insist to keep everyone happy, but in order to do so, she must alter what she thinks.. or something, like... she'll tell me one thing, but someone else another thing, in order to keep both people happy. its so fucked up. i hate it.
shes telling me what i would like to hear right now. but i know she doesnt mean it. although she can say it so much that it will make herself believe it is true. its sad.
i'm really confused about some things.
why does she tell one person one thing.. and me another? why does she insist to keep everyone happy, but in order to do so, she must alter what she thinks.. or something, like... she'll tell me one thing, but someone else another thing, in order to keep both people happy. its so fucked up. i hate it.
shes telling me what i would like to hear right now. but i know she doesnt mean it. although she can say it so much that it will make herself believe it is true. its sad.