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So I'm slowly getting settled in here and the loneliness that defines my weekdays actually is kinda nice. I've started giving myself time to get back to a physical and mental health that I lost in the insanity of college life. Not really... im not going to say i was nuts or sick or anything but I definitely was not happy with my mentality or my physicality. I let people and situations and myself get me down and kinda forgot how to let things roll off my back like i used to. I smoked too much and drank too much....And when you have a negative mindset all it brings is more negativity... and I've known all along that that wasnt and isnt me. I know it will take awhile for be to be more centered and balanced but I think theres a reason why I havent been able to find a job right away. Its given me time to reflect. And come weekends I'm out with the crazy kids who work all week and play all weekend. So its been good. DIFFERENT but good. More balanced.
As for keeping busy... Ive been reading Freakonomics finally. Which I've read most of it but never actually got around to reading it through. Definitely a good book to read on society. Economics is the study of "why people do what they do." And the book shows a layman's version of it in an interesting, comical way. I urge people to check it out at a library or something. It will make you realize that not all that appears real IS real.
Anywayyyyysssssss thats about it. Ive hung out with old friends and new friends here and look forward to meeting more once I start working...but in the meantime drop mama an email or something.
peace and love
-D
As for keeping busy... Ive been reading Freakonomics finally. Which I've read most of it but never actually got around to reading it through. Definitely a good book to read on society. Economics is the study of "why people do what they do." And the book shows a layman's version of it in an interesting, comical way. I urge people to check it out at a library or something. It will make you realize that not all that appears real IS real.
Anywayyyyysssssss thats about it. Ive hung out with old friends and new friends here and look forward to meeting more once I start working...but in the meantime drop mama an email or something.
peace and love
-D