why bother
so my ex and i have been spending a little bit of time together (NO WE ARE NOT GETTING BACK TOGETHER!!!!) I just did it so he can see the kids more. I dont know what the hell he has been telling his family about us but they think that we are back together and are telling him all this stupid ass shit like he should be with this girl samantha on his myspace page more than me because she's beautiful and has a job! what kind of bs is that, Im like get a fucking hobby or soemthing. we arent togther, and wont ever be again! Get over it you fucking assholes. anyways, a major crisis was averted by my having a miscarrage. And i think that i am done with guys. I hate you all. Im sick of the way SOME OF YOU treat me. LIke im invisible to you until you want something from me. the only real guy is Ben! He not only afford to help me pay for the A. if i didnt have the money, but said he's go with me to have it done as long as i didnt tell his girlfriend what we were doing. he didnt think htat she would have unstood. Thank you Ben for being my hero!