when it rains it pours!
Well, Moreno is procrastinating like crazy. I don't know what to think. He says the most wonderful things, but he isn't doing the one thing I need him to do right now.
Now, He won't be online for a week because of the carnival. He said that he won't even have time for one email. I won't argue, I won't complain, I will just wait the week and hope the paper gets here in the mean time.
At the same time, I have been talking with someone online that is potentially dangerous for me. He and I share common interests that moreno doesn't understand, and we communicate better because his english is very very good. So what am I going to do? I did the only thing I could. I stopped talking to this other man. I love moreno so much and I want us to find out if this is a good relationship without the distractions of another person. I don't need that. So maybe I am growing up just a bit, or maybe I just love moreno more than anyone else before him. .....maybe a little of both
Now, He won't be online for a week because of the carnival. He said that he won't even have time for one email. I won't argue, I won't complain, I will just wait the week and hope the paper gets here in the mean time.
At the same time, I have been talking with someone online that is potentially dangerous for me. He and I share common interests that moreno doesn't understand, and we communicate better because his english is very very good. So what am I going to do? I did the only thing I could. I stopped talking to this other man. I love moreno so much and I want us to find out if this is a good relationship without the distractions of another person. I don't need that. So maybe I am growing up just a bit, or maybe I just love moreno more than anyone else before him. .....maybe a little of both