the fun of an old friend without all the awkwardness...
I have decided many things:
1. sleep is not really necessary. unless you try and combat the comfortable chairs in haley center after two days of not sleeping...then you should really not be sitting in the front row because you will wake up with your professor staring you right in the face.
2. tv is quickly becoming a faithful companion, especially on the continuous nights when i just can't go to sleep and suddenly birds are chirping sunrise and its time for class.
3. rebounding is not a myth. it happens. it will suck you into the black void.
4. its perfectly okay to work a job for three days and then just not go back. i get my check monday!
5. in all my party/drug/make-out experiences...bathrooms are such convenient and great places. as long as the door locks.
6. when i am watching odd body cultural mutilation shows on tv, searching artsy photography on the internet, collaging a picture from magazines, and eating ramen noodles at four in the morning...i have officially become a college kid.
7. a lot of people are looking for love, but not many are looking to know themselves.
8. time passes so slow until you something like midterms slaps you in the face and says, hey! you've been in college for three freakin months! it can make you sad...dont think about it.
9. "home" has disappeared. even when you go back on the weekends, it's gone. that's the part you don't realize...you can't go back, because it doesnt exist anymore. you took some parts of it with you, left some behind to grow without you, and all you have left is the shell and the memories.
10. hindsight is 20/20. but living in the past is to waste the present and neglect the future so...get over it. you have no choice ya know?
So these are the things I think. It's been so long since I've been here, and though I know I don't have the testicular fortitude to dare venture to the (dum dum dum....) archive dates yet, it feels good to be back.
And with that, away I go.