this is how it is...

[aniala]

I wrote a thought down. And then followed up with something personal. Then held the backspace key down for a while on a whim (in self-doubt). And now, even though you haven't read a word of me...I am exhausted.

These are how most my one-sided conversations go too...

I have much stuff to do.....but I want to run through the rain until I'm freezing, then curl under the covers and sleep to its sounds.

I settle for the daydream.

p.s. im starting another journal, methinks.