Sep 02, 2004 01:05
sometimes just walking down a busy street and then looking at some art books and then finding people play music on the street because they enjoy it and actually being in a city atmosphere instead of here and driving fast with the windows down and smoking with the buddah glowing and your sunglasses on can make the best nights.
...and noelle stopping an ice cream truck in the middle of traffic for a snoopy.
but sometimes it can make you sad because all you want is someone to walk and hold pinkies with and stop the truck for you and tell you that you need to sleep and really just to give you butterflies and nervous hair twisting and smiles maybe and i can't remember the last time i was called "giggles" over a boy, well really i can remember but i'd perfer not to because even though i heard some crazy stuff tonight i wasn't affected at all which i liked, but i still wanted to get really excited when i hear someone's name and i want to relate to the small moments in songs and i want to not be able to stop grinning when someone talks to me and they give you that melty feeling when you brush by them and to be able to kiss whenever i want one and i hope no one reads this paragraph and i'm really indecisive anyway because i know i dont want to be in love and have a boy nagging at me and i just want it to get to the cute part and then stop, okay? and i want it to be cute and him to call me cute and belive him, i really want to belive it when he tells me something and i really just miss the butterflies and someone to put my head on when they're driving and noticing that their always warm when i'm cold.
lean into me.