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today has been just one emotional day...nothing bad happened either which is weird. i was fine in the morning, then i got pissed off at a couple of my friends for doing something so little that i normally wouldnt get pissed off about but for some reason today everythings been affecting me. then i got to sidways class which sucked but w/e i can deal. when i got home i took a little nap then went to jeremy's to see him and haleigh (who is ADORABLE!) she was playing w/ bubbles and spilling the soapy water on the floor and then she ended up slipping and hitting her head on the coffee table...it was so weird seeing jeremy in daddy mode, but hes good at it. he showed me what he bought her at the mall today and they were "ghetto fabulous" clothes as i called them. really cute tho...when i was leaving to go to work he was like give jaime a hug and a kiss and she came over to me and gave me a huge hug and was like byee jaimee. her 2nd bday is on the 7th..i think i might get her something.
anyways..worked sucked as usual but tomorrows my last day so oh well. the whole night i was thinking about something and it really just put me in a weird mood. the other day i talked to this kid who i havent talked to alot in a long time..now we used to be like best friends so its really weird not talking to him, and usually i just see him in the hallways but b/c we have no classes togehter this year and he had a g/f for a long time and soccer it was hard to hang out. i had ALOT of feelings for him for the past like 3 years and i thought they were gone but as soon as i talked to him it made me think about everything and it sucks knowing that i probably ruined my chance of ever having anything w/ him. and the fact that im going to israel for a year doesnt help much either. everytime i had the chance it was right after i had gotten out of a relationship and i could never take the chance...but what if i should have? what if i didnt make the right move. idunno..i guess theres not much i can do about it now.
i need to get some reading done and some govt h/w. laterr
13 days = legal! hell yea
anyways..worked sucked as usual but tomorrows my last day so oh well. the whole night i was thinking about something and it really just put me in a weird mood. the other day i talked to this kid who i havent talked to alot in a long time..now we used to be like best friends so its really weird not talking to him, and usually i just see him in the hallways but b/c we have no classes togehter this year and he had a g/f for a long time and soccer it was hard to hang out. i had ALOT of feelings for him for the past like 3 years and i thought they were gone but as soon as i talked to him it made me think about everything and it sucks knowing that i probably ruined my chance of ever having anything w/ him. and the fact that im going to israel for a year doesnt help much either. everytime i had the chance it was right after i had gotten out of a relationship and i could never take the chance...but what if i should have? what if i didnt make the right move. idunno..i guess theres not much i can do about it now.
i need to get some reading done and some govt h/w. laterr
13 days = legal! hell yea