i hate concerts
wow i hate concerts or any place with alot people cause it only goes to prove how little friends i really have. it also gives me a chance to fuck up in everything i do which i always do. and proves how much better other people are. honestly i am in nothing special and i am not at all in any way. i am never the best at anything i am only mediocre except in school which i hate cause none of that bullshit will get me anywhere at all. i could ace every class and i would never be happy. i probably won't be happy anyway. well i am done bitching but fuck you all who claim to be my friends but never come through when i need some one