Mar 08, 2013 07:10
Dear Mr. Small Eyes,
After ten months of working with you, I have received complaints from our colleagues that you are one of the most stubborn and stupidest people they have ever met. For ten months, I told them that there's nothing too hard to mold, nothing too hard to give up on. Let's be clear on one thing, I may not always believe in what you think, but I sure as hell would defend you when people thought you were overbearing. It hurts me to say that tonight, you have proven yourself stubborn, stupid and overbearing.
I don't know what the point of our long conversation was. I am not sure why we needed to have it, because everything I said was repeated again and again and again, but you just cannot seem to put your hands on it. You told me it was for clarification, so that you'd know how things work, the way I see it, there is nothing to clarify with you. Your mind was all set, nothing can change it.
If you tell me that such conversation was meant to persuade me, I am sorry, but all your bullets can simply come right back to you. Was it then meant to piss me off? Maybe, I don't know. I'll let you in on a secret, I was so pissed, like my fallen heroes who talked to you and came back to the camp to report that you lost that silver lining. I was so pissed, but you did not win me to your side. You didn't prove yourself to be good.
You told me that I was okay while the rest of our team isn't, does not make me less annoyed that you do not have the balls to defend what we stand for and that you leave your team when you think it is convenient. I'll stand by what my team stood for, because I voted for it and with all conviction, thought it was good. On the other hand, you do not even if initially you thought it was good. Had deliberations gone smoothly for your interest, I doubt you'd make a fuss. But because it didn't, it doesn't warrant you to declare what the rest of of the society as void.
You have to understand that like all those whom we kicked out, you were given the benefit of the doubt. But this doubt doesn't last for long, give me anything inductive by logic that defies it, your case is through. And that's exactly what you did tonight.