Useless
So I know I have somewhat of an excuse because I feel like gnomes have been grating my throat for the last 2 days, thank you strep throat, but I still feel completely useless. My house looks like poop right now, there are dishes everywhere (mostly mine), clutter has exploded in the living room, kitchen, computer room, and bedroom. I have a strong urge to tidy and clean but I am also wavering between exhaustion and madness due to constant pain and very little sleep, (if I had to estimate, I think I got 2 hours last night if you add all the naps together).
I also feel like I am just in the way, I am so whiney and a sook when I am sick so I keep hanging around like a puppy dog but I'm even annoying myself at this point.
Oh, speaking of being useless, here's an update on how much of a fucktard I am. So I forgot to account for a bill that comes out on the 20th of every month which made my account go into the negative. Because this happened during the week and I had no way to fix the problem until Zach's unemployment cheque arrived on thursday I decided to just suck it up and take the bank fees like a man. Well that was a terrible idea apparently because we ended up with 3 days of nsf fees which at $35 a pop adds up really quickly. By Friday I was -$475 which was the absolute worst I've ever seen my bank account. The bank then decided to screw me even further because the teller who took my cheques and cash was new and put a hold on them until tuesday which means that I am now to incur even more fees.
I haven't paid Julys mortgage, nor half of its bills, I somehow have to dig my way out of this self induced moron negative hole, and I have to get my shit together so I can somehow pay for dragoncon passes. Yup, I'm a big honking idiot. Welcome to the jungle.
I also feel like I am just in the way, I am so whiney and a sook when I am sick so I keep hanging around like a puppy dog but I'm even annoying myself at this point.
Oh, speaking of being useless, here's an update on how much of a fucktard I am. So I forgot to account for a bill that comes out on the 20th of every month which made my account go into the negative. Because this happened during the week and I had no way to fix the problem until Zach's unemployment cheque arrived on thursday I decided to just suck it up and take the bank fees like a man. Well that was a terrible idea apparently because we ended up with 3 days of nsf fees which at $35 a pop adds up really quickly. By Friday I was -$475 which was the absolute worst I've ever seen my bank account. The bank then decided to screw me even further because the teller who took my cheques and cash was new and put a hold on them until tuesday which means that I am now to incur even more fees.
I haven't paid Julys mortgage, nor half of its bills, I somehow have to dig my way out of this self induced moron negative hole, and I have to get my shit together so I can somehow pay for dragoncon passes. Yup, I'm a big honking idiot. Welcome to the jungle.