everything all at once
it has been eons since i posted. here is what i am thinking about, but quickly, because i am supposed to be doing thousands of other things.
1. lynde just showed me her pimp hand -- basically, we are having the greatest time ever laughing about this dumbass who thinks he has a shot with her, unaware that she is in a relationship
2. i am a bad friend -- i am too busy and self-absorbed to be a good friend. i need to work on this. this relates to the next item on the list.
3. my friends are what makes my life joyful -- sometimes i forget this, although i don't know how or why. i need to focus more on them and less on me and everything else.
4. i am apt to prioritize badly -- since i am aware of this, i ought to take steps to fix it.
5. i need to reconnect with some important people -- i just reread a lot of lj entries from freshman year and they made me realize that some people who were most important to me just slipped off of the earth for me. that was wrong, and i need to fix it.
6. i have grown somewhat since freshman year -- i am glad of this. i am glad that i am still young enough to laugh for hours about yanking doug's chain, but old enough to realize that it doesn't matter that much. i am glad that i am no longer a crazy like i was then. hopefully there is promise in my future
7. freshman year was some good times -- laughed for fucking hours about it. amazing!
8. i love my sorority. even now, in its horribly imperfect state, i love it. i love the way it has been there for me when i am not there for it. and i need to do better, somehow. that is important to me.
9. if i stay on here one more minute my face will implode and i will die. this is because i will fail all of my classes. that would be unacceptable so i need to get back to work.
i need to be better at updating in here, and i will be in the future. for now, goodnight.
1. lynde just showed me her pimp hand -- basically, we are having the greatest time ever laughing about this dumbass who thinks he has a shot with her, unaware that she is in a relationship
2. i am a bad friend -- i am too busy and self-absorbed to be a good friend. i need to work on this. this relates to the next item on the list.
3. my friends are what makes my life joyful -- sometimes i forget this, although i don't know how or why. i need to focus more on them and less on me and everything else.
4. i am apt to prioritize badly -- since i am aware of this, i ought to take steps to fix it.
5. i need to reconnect with some important people -- i just reread a lot of lj entries from freshman year and they made me realize that some people who were most important to me just slipped off of the earth for me. that was wrong, and i need to fix it.
6. i have grown somewhat since freshman year -- i am glad of this. i am glad that i am still young enough to laugh for hours about yanking doug's chain, but old enough to realize that it doesn't matter that much. i am glad that i am no longer a crazy like i was then. hopefully there is promise in my future
7. freshman year was some good times -- laughed for fucking hours about it. amazing!
8. i love my sorority. even now, in its horribly imperfect state, i love it. i love the way it has been there for me when i am not there for it. and i need to do better, somehow. that is important to me.
9. if i stay on here one more minute my face will implode and i will die. this is because i will fail all of my classes. that would be unacceptable so i need to get back to work.
i need to be better at updating in here, and i will be in the future. for now, goodnight.