Aug 08, 2008 02:04
2 years .. 2 years has just sped by flash gordon style. I'm just amaze how so much time has passed and yet so little is accomplished. I'm still in the same relationship yet things are looking rather bleak, perhaps I should put the x -files movie's most spoken phrase to good use, "dont give up" and "i want to believe" *grin*. I dont want to drag on typing about relationships, was reading through my past blogs and dear God I sounded like a lovesick maniac drugged with insecurities and complaints. Having been in the longest relationship so far I'm just thinking if time actually dwindles away passion and other flames ignited in the initial stages of a relationship. One sick friend advice was that its normal and hence why couples attached for a long time tend to have open relationships or disloyal ones... and i'm starting to believe him... sigh isnt there any slight hint of purity left in this dark world?
Career change, time has brought me to think twice about advertising and now i'm in banking as an investment consultant. I've got more free time on my hands and the money's better so i guess the grass IS greener on the other side. Sadly I hate to admit this, but i dont seem to have a precise direction as to where i want to be and go , arghhh so i'm trying and trying till i hit the mark...
With more time on my hands, more parties and drinking ... but i like it, i like the phantasmal side thats for sure.
Gonna be watching the Olympic opening ceremony at a friends aunts place with my best mate alcohol and of course a few friends to get wasted with. I'm not from China, true, but i just feel a great sense of pride and the psychic in me foretells this monumental event will carve its way into the memories of the world.