High ...
Finally , I think I've found the courage to open up , to admit that I am attracted to someone, to believe and trust that person. Yet part of me is holding back. I want to express myself to say i miss i like i want to take the chance.. why am i so afraid of getting hurt? Or am I just feeling the prick of lonliness ?
Will I find the courage to move on?
Will I embrace the encounter?
Will I face this head on?
I must try ...
Here I am, high on red wine ( mind you its good for health ) I want to call A but I'm afraid, afraid I might fall and I might be hurt, besides I wont be around much longer in Melbourne, is it really worth it to start something? I dont know ~ maybe I just dont wanna know....
Will I find the courage to move on?
Will I embrace the encounter?
Will I face this head on?
I must try ...
Here I am, high on red wine ( mind you its good for health ) I want to call A but I'm afraid, afraid I might fall and I might be hurt, besides I wont be around much longer in Melbourne, is it really worth it to start something? I dont know ~ maybe I just dont wanna know....