I'm done being a secret
The Weakerthans concert is on Saturday and I'm thrilled. James won't be there, and that is making me really sad. I'm odd one out on our family date. I'll be a third wheel to everyone else, it'll be fine.
I lie a lot. I mean really. To most people. In fact all but two. Just thought I'd throw that out there. Putting things into words makes it easier. More real.
I've been thinking a lot about moving out. And it gets more and more real every day. It is totally possible. The more I think about it the more I definitely want to live by myself for a while. I know it'll be hard, and scary, and money will be tight, but I can do it. I can and I will. For a while at least.
I'm going to buy a guitar.
And get tattooed.
And move out.
All before Valentines Day. I know that sounds far away, but it really is not. I'm very excited. I'm pretty settled in it too. Post camp has been very good for me this year, I feel confident that I can do anything I want to. Very sure of myself. Very much ready for life. I'm also bleeding, and I think that has a lot to do with it. I know what I want. I'm ready for it.
Anyone who's lived totally alone before have any advice? Helpful hints?
I lie a lot. I mean really. To most people. In fact all but two. Just thought I'd throw that out there. Putting things into words makes it easier. More real.
I've been thinking a lot about moving out. And it gets more and more real every day. It is totally possible. The more I think about it the more I definitely want to live by myself for a while. I know it'll be hard, and scary, and money will be tight, but I can do it. I can and I will. For a while at least.
I'm going to buy a guitar.
And get tattooed.
And move out.
All before Valentines Day. I know that sounds far away, but it really is not. I'm very excited. I'm pretty settled in it too. Post camp has been very good for me this year, I feel confident that I can do anything I want to. Very sure of myself. Very much ready for life. I'm also bleeding, and I think that has a lot to do with it. I know what I want. I'm ready for it.
Anyone who's lived totally alone before have any advice? Helpful hints?