LARK
sore, as in, why do i keep picking the skin off my lips? it is gross and painful. oh well. other than homelife things are okay. . bryan is getting his license soon so lauren thinks she will never see me. but i think they can share. i will make bryan days and lauren days. though i cannot really do that since they are not my own people. they have other things to do so i cannot say, "GET OVER HERE NOW OR YOU MAY NEVER SEE ME AGAIN!" i wouldn't say that anyhow though. . or would i? no. my mother is now going to work every day and every night of the week and have weekends off. it is going to be so lonely. i suppose since i will have my sewing machine back i could sew my life away. that gets boring and annoying because its loud since its really old. not that old. . maybe 20 years? probably more. we are going to be out and about in a month or so i think. we are going to get an apartment. we were going to get a small house with the help of my uncle, but he disapeared? he didn't really, he just never responded to my moms email. she wont call him because its not his responsibility to take care of us. its not, but i want to know what happened. i don't really think we would be well liked in an apartment since rufus is a spazz.