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Let's face it. My life right now is just sucky.
Right now there don't seem to be many nice things.
Just right now even my english sucks... for fuck's sake.
I start exams in a week. Today I could barely understand what I have been studying.
I have no boyfriend. Not that it matters much but well it's kinda sucky for some teen aged girl like me. woah!
I feel incredibly stupid at my uni although I know I'm not incredibly stupid, in fact I think quite the contrary. But right now and a few days ago yeah.
My cats are annoying the hell out of me. They can be... well... -cats- so I have to throw random objects on the floor so that they go after them and leave the freakin xmas tree alone.
My grandmother went to the hospital cuz she had something in her heart early this morning.
I barely receive any sms's or calls for that effect and yes it kinda bothers me.
I think I'm about to run out of rolling paper so a maximum of 2 cigarettes for tonight.
I think I might need to go to a shrink just so I have someone I can talk to. Whenever I try to talk to some of my friends like Kaki or Birju they're either watching tv and pay no mind to what I say or are on the computer and pay no mind to what I say... in the end when I say "I have to go" despite the fact that I don't... they go for *that* line "You know I'm here for you no matter what" - hmm well they haven't been for the past conversations...
When you break up with your boyfriend you lose your best friend. - Lie for some, truth for me. There's so much I need to talk about and only Pedro could prolly grasp. I mean he's the only one that takes it seriously whenever I say "I felt someone was watching me the whole night" and also the only one that doesn't say "it was probably the cats". Although I'm pretty sure my cats would rather spend the whole night sleeping than watching me. Plus I'm not schizophrenic.
Mom too busy from work to talk to me.
I need someone to talk to. I need someone who will just talk to me. Lately... the only way I see of getting that is just to go to a shrink.
Not everything is bad. Yana talked to me today and that was one of the zen moments of my day.
Congrats on having passed your driving exam. ^^
Right now there don't seem to be many nice things.
Just right now even my english sucks... for fuck's sake.
I start exams in a week. Today I could barely understand what I have been studying.
I have no boyfriend. Not that it matters much but well it's kinda sucky for some teen aged girl like me. woah!
I feel incredibly stupid at my uni although I know I'm not incredibly stupid, in fact I think quite the contrary. But right now and a few days ago yeah.
My cats are annoying the hell out of me. They can be... well... -cats- so I have to throw random objects on the floor so that they go after them and leave the freakin xmas tree alone.
My grandmother went to the hospital cuz she had something in her heart early this morning.
I barely receive any sms's or calls for that effect and yes it kinda bothers me.
I think I'm about to run out of rolling paper so a maximum of 2 cigarettes for tonight.
I think I might need to go to a shrink just so I have someone I can talk to. Whenever I try to talk to some of my friends like Kaki or Birju they're either watching tv and pay no mind to what I say or are on the computer and pay no mind to what I say... in the end when I say "I have to go" despite the fact that I don't... they go for *that* line "You know I'm here for you no matter what" - hmm well they haven't been for the past conversations...
When you break up with your boyfriend you lose your best friend. - Lie for some, truth for me. There's so much I need to talk about and only Pedro could prolly grasp. I mean he's the only one that takes it seriously whenever I say "I felt someone was watching me the whole night" and also the only one that doesn't say "it was probably the cats". Although I'm pretty sure my cats would rather spend the whole night sleeping than watching me. Plus I'm not schizophrenic.
Mom too busy from work to talk to me.
I need someone to talk to. I need someone who will just talk to me. Lately... the only way I see of getting that is just to go to a shrink.
Not everything is bad. Yana talked to me today and that was one of the zen moments of my day.
Congrats on having passed your driving exam. ^^