The stuff of Nightmares
I had a horrific, awful, terrible no good night mare last night. This is what I get for trying to sleep like a normal person. It never ends well.
Edit: Warning dream could be triggering to some.
I never have nightmares about...spooky things. No, my nightmares are about real things that could happen to me or my loved ones. In the dream it had snowed and Chrisser had got stuck side ways in the drive way. He's cussin' at the car and see's a couple guys walking down our road. He asks them for help and they say sure. More guys start showing up and one of them breaks from the group and starts toward me where I'm standing in the doorway. Suddenly I realize that a) the other guys are starting to surround Chrisser and b) the guy that's coming toward me is grinning this.....awful grin. I slam the door and lock it and I hear him yell that it's not going to keep him out. I'm running through the house locking doors, but this guy gets in. He traps me in the livingroom, where yes, he rapes me. He knocks me unconscious and when I wake up he's gone and that's when I realize that Chrisser has not come to get me and that there can only be one reason for that. That's when I woke up.
As I told Chrisser, I don't know which was the worst part of the dream, the rape, or realizing that Chrisser had to be dead. It's all got my head all funny this morning.
Edit: Warning dream could be triggering to some.
I never have nightmares about...spooky things. No, my nightmares are about real things that could happen to me or my loved ones. In the dream it had snowed and Chrisser had got stuck side ways in the drive way. He's cussin' at the car and see's a couple guys walking down our road. He asks them for help and they say sure. More guys start showing up and one of them breaks from the group and starts toward me where I'm standing in the doorway. Suddenly I realize that a) the other guys are starting to surround Chrisser and b) the guy that's coming toward me is grinning this.....awful grin. I slam the door and lock it and I hear him yell that it's not going to keep him out. I'm running through the house locking doors, but this guy gets in. He traps me in the livingroom, where yes, he rapes me. He knocks me unconscious and when I wake up he's gone and that's when I realize that Chrisser has not come to get me and that there can only be one reason for that. That's when I woke up.
As I told Chrisser, I don't know which was the worst part of the dream, the rape, or realizing that Chrisser had to be dead. It's all got my head all funny this morning.