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It seems like after tomorrow, everything in my life will be perfectly aligned. (tomorrow is court)
I'm the happiest I've been and I don't have doubts this time.
I love my friends, new and old, equally and I'm happy for that because they mean the world to me.
And I have no doubts in the back of my mind about being with Brian, and usually I do and just wont admit it to myself.
He makes me so happy and I felt comfortable with him right off the bat and I still do. We can hangout or go out and its the same feeling and i know i dont have to wear makeup or dress up every time he sees me for him to still like me.
Seeing everyone I love from Goodrich made me so happy. I havent laughed that long in a long time, and we were just swimming and playing cards and its amazing to see how simple things like that can make me at my happiest.
And hanging out with everyone at shows and camping with, like nate, jeffy, anythony, cody, suh, stephie, shannon, stephanie, sarah, robby, casey, and all them, i always have a fun time because im surrounded by good music and people i can conncet with.
and im working and i get along with everyone at work and im starting to really like it. I dont dread going into work. I get free moolattes and ice cream, which i need to stop eating, lol, but its a good atmosphere.
I cant wait for the sounds of the underground and warped and gorefest.
i already got the sounds of the underground off and next week im gunna tell tina(my boss) that ill be in detroit from the 27th-30th because warped is the 27th and gorefest is the 29th and 30th. and ill have a day to rest in between. =]
brian is in Lansing for 10 days doing security at some music festival. i was gunna go but its 30 dollars and papa roach and hinder and bands like that are playing and i dont like that music enough to pay 30 dollars so im just gunna wait to see him. which sucks but its fine. especially when im at work and he calls me and leaves me a voice mail just saying that he wanted to call to tell me he misses me.
i dont even know how to explain how complete he makes me feel.
i wanna go to cedar point. or anywhere really. i havent been on a vacation in three years.but im not gunna complain cause i know money is tight.
ive talked to three people so far thatre on theyre second vacation this year and it makes me sad how unappreciative they are and how they dont realize how spoiled they are. but thats life and im not gunna blame any of them.
ive been listening to a lot of different music lately. Like Josh Ritter and Trespassers William and Goot (the acoustic stuff), Cary Brothers, Dallas Green, Ross Cooperman, and also french music. most of those artists are indie and i love indie. its probably my favorite genre. sweet soft songs that have meaning. so amazing.you should listen to these artists.
this is a long post but i dont care. its everything on my mind. its weird listening to a song and thinking how beautiful itd be if it were in french. lolol
which reminds me i designed and ordered and zip up sweatshirt.
its black and on the front its plain except on the left side of the zipper on the pocket it has two pigs kissing and their mouths come together to form a heart. and then on the back it says love is free in french with a peace sign.
im excited to get it, i hope its as cute as how it looked on the internet and hopefully it fits. i ordered a M but you never know with those things. theyre either way too small or way too big.
hmm, oh well.
right now im listening to paramore "my heart" its cute.
ksjfkljasf im so bored i dont want to stop writing but i probably should and go do laundry.
ugh.
=]
after tomorrow, im looking forward to life.
and ashley gets her licenses and so does grace. im proud.
I'm the happiest I've been and I don't have doubts this time.
I love my friends, new and old, equally and I'm happy for that because they mean the world to me.
And I have no doubts in the back of my mind about being with Brian, and usually I do and just wont admit it to myself.
He makes me so happy and I felt comfortable with him right off the bat and I still do. We can hangout or go out and its the same feeling and i know i dont have to wear makeup or dress up every time he sees me for him to still like me.
Seeing everyone I love from Goodrich made me so happy. I havent laughed that long in a long time, and we were just swimming and playing cards and its amazing to see how simple things like that can make me at my happiest.
And hanging out with everyone at shows and camping with, like nate, jeffy, anythony, cody, suh, stephie, shannon, stephanie, sarah, robby, casey, and all them, i always have a fun time because im surrounded by good music and people i can conncet with.
and im working and i get along with everyone at work and im starting to really like it. I dont dread going into work. I get free moolattes and ice cream, which i need to stop eating, lol, but its a good atmosphere.
I cant wait for the sounds of the underground and warped and gorefest.
i already got the sounds of the underground off and next week im gunna tell tina(my boss) that ill be in detroit from the 27th-30th because warped is the 27th and gorefest is the 29th and 30th. and ill have a day to rest in between. =]
brian is in Lansing for 10 days doing security at some music festival. i was gunna go but its 30 dollars and papa roach and hinder and bands like that are playing and i dont like that music enough to pay 30 dollars so im just gunna wait to see him. which sucks but its fine. especially when im at work and he calls me and leaves me a voice mail just saying that he wanted to call to tell me he misses me.
i dont even know how to explain how complete he makes me feel.
i wanna go to cedar point. or anywhere really. i havent been on a vacation in three years.but im not gunna complain cause i know money is tight.
ive talked to three people so far thatre on theyre second vacation this year and it makes me sad how unappreciative they are and how they dont realize how spoiled they are. but thats life and im not gunna blame any of them.
ive been listening to a lot of different music lately. Like Josh Ritter and Trespassers William and Goot (the acoustic stuff), Cary Brothers, Dallas Green, Ross Cooperman, and also french music. most of those artists are indie and i love indie. its probably my favorite genre. sweet soft songs that have meaning. so amazing.you should listen to these artists.
this is a long post but i dont care. its everything on my mind. its weird listening to a song and thinking how beautiful itd be if it were in french. lolol
which reminds me i designed and ordered and zip up sweatshirt.
its black and on the front its plain except on the left side of the zipper on the pocket it has two pigs kissing and their mouths come together to form a heart. and then on the back it says love is free in french with a peace sign.
im excited to get it, i hope its as cute as how it looked on the internet and hopefully it fits. i ordered a M but you never know with those things. theyre either way too small or way too big.
hmm, oh well.
right now im listening to paramore "my heart" its cute.
ksjfkljasf im so bored i dont want to stop writing but i probably should and go do laundry.
ugh.
=]
after tomorrow, im looking forward to life.
and ashley gets her licenses and so does grace. im proud.