Pretzel Cigar
I'm sitting her with a fat pretzel danggling from my lips like a cuban cigar in a mob movie. I don't know if it's just that I'm a moron and tired and I should have gone to bed hours ago, but instead of going to bed to be able to be productive tomorrow morning I'm trying to stay up another maybe 30 minutes for the sole purpose of seeing how my skeleton arm looks. So far i have one full arm done, double sided ^_^ I looked good enough with one side but i accedently did the inside first instead of the outside... lol, genius, I know.
I have a few things on my mind...
I weighed myself over in the TeyJoTina residence and I happen to be 133... this upsets me for a couple of reasons... I haven't weighed this much since 10th grade... i thought that was still kiddie fat that I'd finally lost, I had prefect balance for colesterol before I left for school and now I've probably fucked that up and finally... I don't want to buy new pants. I want to exercise, but my knees and now my shins are bothering me so I don't know if I'd be doing more harm than good... *sigh*
Random thought: In my HS GSA someone brought in an article about how these republican women had theorized that lesbians were at fault for obesity because of their lower standards of "beauty"
Everyone is breaking up... for the most part people are dealing just fine and moving on... but it's just so odd, in the same week or two about 3 or 4 of my good close friends went through a break up.
I've been talking to Rachael and Casey a good bit lately... I almost cried the other day because of how cute Racheal sounded when she was talking about Casey, like fucking seriously
Random fact: The trailer to Brokeback Mountain (openning dec 9) always makes me tear up (i can't fucking wait for it to come out!
Those two are so obviously in love... it's just so hard to think about how much trouble following individual dreams can interfer or make trouble for a relationship like that. Those two better figure out something or I'm making a movie plot to make a happy ending!
I'm happy I found my rainbow ring from otakon that I thought I'd lost.
I went out to visit Matt and Jordon and Jon in Park Slope (and was a moron and forgot to call Hilary before I left) Lucky she called and found us. After inkstains and talking and diner we went to get ice cream (I got brithday cake ice cream) One of the staff had a rainbow double female symbol. I wanted to tell her I liked her necklace but she was never not near the window and busy with another customer. After Ice cream we saw the roof view from matt's place... god it was georgious! I agree with matt on wishing i could be up there during a blackout so I could actually see stars, but the city is so beautiful, too.
On the ride home Hilary and I had a nice talk, despite this one not so pretty couple who were making out like dyonosian fiends.
I've been talking a lot to Leah lately... I hope she gets to spend new years with me in the city in whatever place I hope to have because I don't think casey and rachael will be...
I also hope that when I call my doctor tomorrow that he will tell me 18 months is a rediculous amount of time to think I'm contagious and that maybe 3 or 4 months at the most is pleanty of time to heal.
I'm so excited about the halloween party... I'm not sure exactly how it's going to be... I know the music will be better than almost any other club I've ever been to, meaning there's no way my dancing will do the music justice XD.
Ellen DeGeneres is fucking hilarious.
I miss Shelzer and Jen... though I've at least been able to talk to Jen a somewhat decent amount.
*sigh* I miss being able to be with people in person... Rachael is right... how the hell do I put up with it?... I was right in my response: I just don't think about it.
TeyJoTina's door decorations for Halloween is Amazing. It's the ultimate trick or treat door, lol, and my undoing.
Time to check on the skeleton glove...
It's dry! AND FUCKING AWESOME!!! XD muahahahaha! Now I have to do the other glove >_>
I have a few things on my mind...
I weighed myself over in the TeyJoTina residence and I happen to be 133... this upsets me for a couple of reasons... I haven't weighed this much since 10th grade... i thought that was still kiddie fat that I'd finally lost, I had prefect balance for colesterol before I left for school and now I've probably fucked that up and finally... I don't want to buy new pants. I want to exercise, but my knees and now my shins are bothering me so I don't know if I'd be doing more harm than good... *sigh*
Random thought: In my HS GSA someone brought in an article about how these republican women had theorized that lesbians were at fault for obesity because of their lower standards of "beauty"
Everyone is breaking up... for the most part people are dealing just fine and moving on... but it's just so odd, in the same week or two about 3 or 4 of my good close friends went through a break up.
I've been talking to Rachael and Casey a good bit lately... I almost cried the other day because of how cute Racheal sounded when she was talking about Casey, like fucking seriously
Random fact: The trailer to Brokeback Mountain (openning dec 9) always makes me tear up (i can't fucking wait for it to come out!
Those two are so obviously in love... it's just so hard to think about how much trouble following individual dreams can interfer or make trouble for a relationship like that. Those two better figure out something or I'm making a movie plot to make a happy ending!
I'm happy I found my rainbow ring from otakon that I thought I'd lost.
I went out to visit Matt and Jordon and Jon in Park Slope (and was a moron and forgot to call Hilary before I left) Lucky she called and found us. After inkstains and talking and diner we went to get ice cream (I got brithday cake ice cream) One of the staff had a rainbow double female symbol. I wanted to tell her I liked her necklace but she was never not near the window and busy with another customer. After Ice cream we saw the roof view from matt's place... god it was georgious! I agree with matt on wishing i could be up there during a blackout so I could actually see stars, but the city is so beautiful, too.
On the ride home Hilary and I had a nice talk, despite this one not so pretty couple who were making out like dyonosian fiends.
I've been talking a lot to Leah lately... I hope she gets to spend new years with me in the city in whatever place I hope to have because I don't think casey and rachael will be...
I also hope that when I call my doctor tomorrow that he will tell me 18 months is a rediculous amount of time to think I'm contagious and that maybe 3 or 4 months at the most is pleanty of time to heal.
I'm so excited about the halloween party... I'm not sure exactly how it's going to be... I know the music will be better than almost any other club I've ever been to, meaning there's no way my dancing will do the music justice XD.
Ellen DeGeneres is fucking hilarious.
I miss Shelzer and Jen... though I've at least been able to talk to Jen a somewhat decent amount.
*sigh* I miss being able to be with people in person... Rachael is right... how the hell do I put up with it?... I was right in my response: I just don't think about it.
TeyJoTina's door decorations for Halloween is Amazing. It's the ultimate trick or treat door, lol, and my undoing.
Time to check on the skeleton glove...
It's dry! AND FUCKING AWESOME!!! XD muahahahaha! Now I have to do the other glove >_>