On Love
(some recent events have caused me to want a more substancial and clear view on relationships)
What is the nature of love?
Is love lust?
Personally, I think that love is whatever can survive through lust. Love is wanting to have concern for someone's well being even when they live hundreds of miles away and you can only see them once or twice a year. Love is when someone lingers in your everyday thoughts. Love is wanting what's best for someone else no matter how badly conditioned it leaves you. Love is understanding that you don't always know what's best for them.
Love is limitless; it is not confined to one being; you can have more than one best friend...
I still care about the girls that I've kissed and lost, some more than others and in different ways. Not all love is created equal and not all love is the same kind. My heart is as vast as the human minds capacity for memories: limitless. I keep rolling with the punches, eventually I will find my groove and a knock out. ; )
Right now my heart dodges between two great girls... and my eyes still wander. I really feel... not into relationships right now. I feel like a relationship is going to force me into some sort of tunnel vision and put blinders on me, seperating me from the rest of the world. The last thing I want to do is feel trapped with someone I Love. All to often, I feel like people are rushing into commitments the way I have done, or maybe it's just that I fear rushing into more myself. There are just so many duties that come with officiality. And so many distractions from myself... who I'm still developing. I'm only a prototype still.
I felt in neccissary to take a look at what I believe in terms of relationships but I really feel artificial, I just think that right now I'm searching and when I feel right, I'll find the girl or guy or ultimate dildo (just kidding on the last one) Until then, I'm not limiting my search.
Remember that this is just a musing and a thought not ment to be targeted toward anyone, especially in a negative manner.
What is the nature of love?
Is love lust?
Personally, I think that love is whatever can survive through lust. Love is wanting to have concern for someone's well being even when they live hundreds of miles away and you can only see them once or twice a year. Love is when someone lingers in your everyday thoughts. Love is wanting what's best for someone else no matter how badly conditioned it leaves you. Love is understanding that you don't always know what's best for them.
Love is limitless; it is not confined to one being; you can have more than one best friend...
I still care about the girls that I've kissed and lost, some more than others and in different ways. Not all love is created equal and not all love is the same kind. My heart is as vast as the human minds capacity for memories: limitless. I keep rolling with the punches, eventually I will find my groove and a knock out. ; )
Right now my heart dodges between two great girls... and my eyes still wander. I really feel... not into relationships right now. I feel like a relationship is going to force me into some sort of tunnel vision and put blinders on me, seperating me from the rest of the world. The last thing I want to do is feel trapped with someone I Love. All to often, I feel like people are rushing into commitments the way I have done, or maybe it's just that I fear rushing into more myself. There are just so many duties that come with officiality. And so many distractions from myself... who I'm still developing. I'm only a prototype still.
I felt in neccissary to take a look at what I believe in terms of relationships but I really feel artificial, I just think that right now I'm searching and when I feel right, I'll find the girl or guy or ultimate dildo (just kidding on the last one) Until then, I'm not limiting my search.
Remember that this is just a musing and a thought not ment to be targeted toward anyone, especially in a negative manner.