Barbara Schartz
I just found out my foundation sculpture teacher... alive and well last year and who seemed fine when I saw her as I was in a rush at the begining of this year is dead... At first it was just fact and then I was like "Fuck! She was one of my favorite teachers" I feel like this has happened before.. that someone who I wanted to learn from but was too busy too slipped out of my life. She was a very kind person and didn't get discouraged in trying to teach me sculpture when it turned out to be one of my worse talents and actually made it be able to be something I enjoyed very much so. I feel like I'm 5 again... because that's when my grandfather died, my mom's dad. I feel like something I could never understand just happened and all I know is that it means that I will never again be able to interact with that person and that SUCKS. My thoughts are with her family, friends and fellow students.
I really wish Casey hadn't lost her cell I could especially use a talk with her to make me feel ok. The conversation I had with my mom helped a little but I still feel shakey.
I really wish Casey hadn't lost her cell I could especially use a talk with her to make me feel ok. The conversation I had with my mom helped a little but I still feel shakey.