Jul 04, 2010 22:35
I think too much. I think too damn much. I worry and ponder and wonder and I never ever listen to my heart. My gut instinct is wrong in many cases so I hardly trust it, but who do you trust if you can't even trust yourself?
The ironic thing about me is that I believe I am an instinctive, emotional creature, yet I hardly ever listen to my heart. I think too much, far too much, and that makes life so much more complicated.
I spent years trying to reach a compromise in life. I'm not used to being selfish. I've always tried to be a saint. But is that really how life is meant to be? Can I be selfish, just this once?