Well now
Well things have been moving along quite well the past few weeks. School is going well, I like my job and am slowly starting to get more hours so i can not be so damn poor! But to be completely honest my gushing is about to begin! I am officially the girlfriend, or ladyfriend as he likes to call me, of Private First Class Daniel M. Rafferty. We've been official for about 2 weeks now and it's just now really starting to sink in. I knew it before but now is when i'm all like "holy crap! I have a Fella!" Granted I know the speculation of long distance relationship, especially military ones, but for the first time in my life I do not question or doubt. I just know. Plain and Simple. When I was all wrapped up about joe I was always asking what if this and what if that or is he? When I saw him all the time. Now someone who is all the way across the country I know really genuinely cares about me. We talk on the phone as much as we can. He graduates in about a month so class for him is getting pretty intense. He was studying while he was on the phone with me last night. Gosh he is so smart! I wasn't able to go to the ball as we wanted but it was ok. He called me all drunk three times during the night. Jut telling me how beautiful/cute I am and How much he can't wait to come home and spend time with me, and how he got me a present and he has to mail it out. Calling me his Nar Nar. hehe We get eachother. I don't know how or why but we do. And i don't think it really matters how or why really as long as we know. A few weekends ago he called me and told me that he went to the beach and found me a sandollar and put it in his pocket and it broke, so he was all mad that he couldn't mail it to me. Now folks, roses vs. a sandollar from a beach in california...hmmmmm I'd say the sandollar wins. when he told me that I just about died. Happily. haha He tells me about how the other guys try and pick up women but he doesn't cuz all he thinks about is "wanting to call his nar nar." granted I know he's looking at them and appreciating them for what they look like which is fine. I'll admit when another girl is good looking. And i really don't know why I believe him, but I do. On the weekends he calls me every night, especially when he goes off base. He comes home in December yay! I can't wait to see him! Although when I'm on the phone with him It makes me feel better because our conversations almost give the illusion of him being here. This is the first time in my life that I have ever been able to not question a guy in my life and just know that the amount I care for him he cares exactly back for me. I'd have to say it is up there on the best feeling I have ever had. ^.^ Miss everyone!!!