May 08, 2007 17:54
Death is all around me... I found last week my mom's got cancer. She's hopefully going to make it through but I'm not convinced. Sucks.
Also, I was going through some of Michael Serpent's old files and found loads of interesting stuff there. Among other things snippets from the future chapters of GS and MIMS... interesting read, really. Also, there was a good collection of his fav stories I read last weekend... amazing. I'm quite impressed what kind of talented friends he had here in the internet. I miss him damnably much! However, it has become easier to handle his death now that so much time has passed by. I was quite lost for a long time. But I can still feel him in my heart.
I wish I'd get my life in order. Get my new stories finished. Get to keep contact with friends in the net. But as I've abandoned so many in my deep depression, I've become abandoned myself.
-Maria