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I don't really know what to think of myself anymore.
If you're reading this, and thinking "Oh Gillian, she's getting emo on us again.", then you're an asshole. If you're reading this, and you're worried, you should really get a life. If you just read the past two sentences and are thinking "Gillian's a bitch.", the you're right on the money.
I don't WANT to know what people think of me. I have a feeling they think I'm a much worse person than I actually am. UGH.
If you would like some insight into my personality, here it is. My family told me when I was younger that I was much too sensitive, and should stop crying so much. So, in an attempt to channel my emotions in another way, I decided to stop being sad, and I decided to get mad instead. (How Dr. Suess of me) So, whenever you think I'm being absolutely awful to you, I'm probably planning on crying as soon as you get out of my sight.
Quote:
"People take your rants so seriously because, to them, something would have to be seriously wrong for them to be that expressive."
So, those who read my lj, and get worried, I have a question for you. How do you not vocalize things to other people? I feel sorry for you, it must be so lonely.