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wow, everythings so close. im going to be in the army soon and be gone for a long time. i was just talking to abbey and we had a good conversation for once, it was nice and she even told me she wanted me to write her letters while im fighting for the country. which of course made me cry because all thats gonna do is make me feel like shit while im gone. she wont be able to reply to them, i was hoping to maybe take a vacation through all of this army stuff and try to just put distance betwen me and her but she still wants to communicate. ans since she cant reply to any of my leter im really afraid that im going to come back to rhode island, 1 year and 4 months after i left, and im going to come back just as in love if not more with her and im afraid when i get back shes going to be a completely different person. and ive been crying about this fow a while now. and im so scared of what might happen. almost a year and a half is a long time. a lot can change in that time, i know how much ive changed in just the past year and a half and, i just dont know, i cant even think right now.
- kyle
- kyle