plea for health
try if you like, but the world is perpetually identical throughout life.
you have to convince yourself that your time here is not wasted, despite all reasonable feelings. time and effort are vital in having any interests at all, and to succeed at anything, you must know in your heart of spleens that you are choosing what's best.
it takes its toll, you know, constantly chosing the wrong choices. eventually, chosing wrong in the spectrum should lead me back to square one. so lives on the maze.
(sidenote: two people, in completely unrelated context's, commented on how i don't have to worry about my weight because i'm too skinny today. i swear i'm only bulemic when i'm drunk.)
you have to convince yourself that your time here is not wasted, despite all reasonable feelings. time and effort are vital in having any interests at all, and to succeed at anything, you must know in your heart of spleens that you are choosing what's best.
it takes its toll, you know, constantly chosing the wrong choices. eventually, chosing wrong in the spectrum should lead me back to square one. so lives on the maze.
(sidenote: two people, in completely unrelated context's, commented on how i don't have to worry about my weight because i'm too skinny today. i swear i'm only bulemic when i'm drunk.)