after a century
i'm finally posting something. to be honest i don't feel the urge to write anything anymore, i guess i hardly do any reflection now because life is moving so fast. even if it's the holidays now...
got an internship, and i love Pauline she's so so nice!!! i really expected intern life to be like in The Devil Wears Prada, getting coffee and shit. well obviously i know that Pauline's nice already since she used to teach me, but i still expected that barrier of authority. but she treats the interns/part timers like friends and even asks for our opinions, gives us food and cares about our well being on the job and such. she's a rare gem in the fashion industry! ♥
on my off days i just laze around in bed with the laptop. i should be doing some projects or exercising or something but i'm so lazy aahahah. such a time-waster.
i had problems with someone who i considered one of my closest friends from school. it evolved to a huge complicated drama...i fucking hate drama. but whatever. just goes to show one year isn't a long enough time to know a person. i'm indifferent towards her now.
anyways. i'm trying to figure out my finances right now, i spent close to 900 bucks last month and that was honestly so alarming. need to control my spending, so i'm cutting down on food...but going out drinking every week negates every effort i've spent on saving. ha. spent on saving.
another thing to figure out is my future...study abroad or immediately work? i need to spend 3 years working here cause of the subsidy, but i still wanna study. but studying is so expensive, not to mention....can i even get into the school i want? and the cost of living and environment and shit, not to mention after spending so much money on studying, i still need MORE money to realise my vision that i've studied for - to open my own label. ha....can i even do it. honestly i'm quite sure i won't make it. i need to find a business partner.
sigh. life is fucking hard.
got an internship, and i love Pauline she's so so nice!!! i really expected intern life to be like in The Devil Wears Prada, getting coffee and shit. well obviously i know that Pauline's nice already since she used to teach me, but i still expected that barrier of authority. but she treats the interns/part timers like friends and even asks for our opinions, gives us food and cares about our well being on the job and such. she's a rare gem in the fashion industry! ♥
on my off days i just laze around in bed with the laptop. i should be doing some projects or exercising or something but i'm so lazy aahahah. such a time-waster.
i had problems with someone who i considered one of my closest friends from school. it evolved to a huge complicated drama...i fucking hate drama. but whatever. just goes to show one year isn't a long enough time to know a person. i'm indifferent towards her now.
anyways. i'm trying to figure out my finances right now, i spent close to 900 bucks last month and that was honestly so alarming. need to control my spending, so i'm cutting down on food...but going out drinking every week negates every effort i've spent on saving. ha. spent on saving.
another thing to figure out is my future...study abroad or immediately work? i need to spend 3 years working here cause of the subsidy, but i still wanna study. but studying is so expensive, not to mention....can i even get into the school i want? and the cost of living and environment and shit, not to mention after spending so much money on studying, i still need MORE money to realise my vision that i've studied for - to open my own label. ha....can i even do it. honestly i'm quite sure i won't make it. i need to find a business partner.
sigh. life is fucking hard.