Sep 18, 2005 09:39
It seems more and more that i exist not as a purpose unto myself, but as a tool for others to use to make their lives easier or better.
im never the one that needs a ride to and from the bars
im never the person that gets a blanket put on him and tucked in after they pass out ont he couch
im never the one anyone has a crush on
ihave never been the one that cant decide to party tonight or just stay in and cuddle with someone
im never the guy that cant decide on something and needs a second opinion
im never the guy that needs a ride to the airport to pick up his girlfriend
i have never been the guy that got invited to that really cool party but needed a ride
i have never been the person that could ask for help
I dont realy now why i write in this thing anymore. Only about three people read it, and all it serves to do is announce how effin depressed i am. I dont really now why, but i can seldom bring myself to update when im in a good mood. Oh well, plenty of updates coming...