Iam a misconceiver, intellectual believer. Contemplating a day of death, another unwritten suicide..

Aug 29, 2004 02:27

Everyday I lie here...
And know that its true.
All I really want is you...
-The cure - The top

I love him. I cant live without him. If he was to ever disappear, id die. He is my everything. My reason for living, for waking up every morning, For existing. Without him id be lost, id be nothing, i wouldnt be me. Its hurts to feel so strongly about somebody, because at any moment, i could loose him. Im scared, I worry. Yep. This is love.

Anyways, here. read some of my crappy poems, Im bored and tired.

Tye-Dye Love

Recollect the colours,
in moments past.
Tie in another knot,
make sure the colours dont contrast.

Your monomatic colour chart,
has come to match mine.
Your desperate call for colour,
has found me, now we combine.

Add in another colour,
a new one to match me.
Discolour your past moments,
im the only one you'll ever need.

And you mixed in another colour to distort,
but all the mess you made has become comfort.

Remit this feeling,
hide behind your colours.
Iam the rainbow on the wall,
Iam your everything to catch you when you fall.

And you mixed in another colour to distort,
but all the mess you made has become comfort.
Tie in another knot to dye, and lessen your hide.
I made up all your colours, our love was tye-dyed.

Mindless

low blow misery taken new low misunderstood politics cant believe its true falling faster im in love with you cant find a way out to go around without a doubt without a hope without a chance to truely see how much you mean to me im falling in this pit of silence cant find me im dead...

Falling Star: My wish.

A wastful time,
spectate the hours.
Irrestible find,
I love you

come with me
take my hand
you're all i need
i can live on love

bright of day
light my stars
the new way
you're all i need.

touch to feel
i know you're real.
lets run away,
i hate it here.

afraid to be without you
cant live life like that.
opening doors to a world a new.

And now that empathy has played its role.
My love has grown, swallowed me whole.

And take my hand,
lead me through this.
im loosing it here.
dont leave me.
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