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ok so we moved in and and i am waiting for things to settle down and for there to be food in the frige .... i havent seem my friends in a while and it seems like either i am not included or somehting .... though i got invited to some show tonight by falicha... though i dont want to call gabe cuz well it seems like hes agrivated and that bugging me ....he sent me a message on my space and he seemed angry so i dont really want to talk to him.... it makes me upset and i dont know i just dont want to deal with him right now i dont know if i want him we never see eachother i dont know how he feels and i just seem to keep pissing im off..... i dont need a seriose relationship i am not emotionaly ready for it and its alll gay like that but ... i have to still talk to him and make up my mind ooo... that s going to be great ... ya and i feel like my friends are abbondoning me .. they never calll anymore and we never hang out and it just seems like they dont like me anymore .... that really sux... i just hope high school wont suck and everyone will hate me again ....... god i swar my life just sux and i cant stand all this anynmore i just feel so angry and upset and left out ..........