It’s been a long time coming..
So here I am. Did you guys think that I fell off the face of the earth? Not quite. ;) HaHa. Things have been up and down the past few months...
Davey and I are together and going strong. We’ve done a lot of really fun stuff since I wrote last. We, along with his parents went to Watkins Glen for a day, went go-carting and hiked the trail. He helped me a get a job with him at Fye, however I’m in the movies department while he is in music. And even though there are days that I dread going there, it’s really a fun job. I love my managers and the other people too. There’s always something entertaining going on. Anyways, back to the good stuff. To mark the “one mont,” Davey rented spinners for a few hours so we could play hockey together. It was so much fun. He even took one of his own hockey sticks and had it cut down to my size. He took me to Bugaboo Creek for an amazing dinner, he played one of our songs for me on his guitar…he gave me a copy of a song he wrote for me on beautiful sunset paper, in a frame. He’s always telling me how important I am to him and how great his life is now. I’m really glad to have his support in like everything I do. We don’t fight or argue, we get along so well. He does the little things that count. He insists that I go with him and just be with him when he djs, he doesn’t make me do stuff that he knows I’m uncomfortable doing, he comes to visit me while I’m working at school, calls me when he knows I’m having a bad day just to talk and let me vent, he even told me that I’m his good luck charm for hockey. I seriously didn’t think that I would find someone who treats me like this…and I’m not letting him go..
I moved into my very own apartment this past Sunday. Danielle L-R and Timmy live with me. It’s fun so far. We still have a lot of unpacking to do, but it’ll all get done in time. We’ve already got a texas-hold ‘em night planned. The guys in the Kai - Phi house down the street are throwing us a welcoming party. LoL. It’s like an MCC street. There are only two houses that aren’t MCC people, and one is the U of R frat house. Davey wants to buy me a gun, but really the area isn’t bad at all. It’s a college area that just happens to be located near bad areas. Everyone around has said that the area is fine, so I’m not really concerned. We looked at a few houses that I wouldn’t be able to sleep in at night…so this place is fine.
My parents are filing bankruptcy and they’re losing the house and my car because it’s in their name. It sucks, but I’m looking around for what I want now, not what can just get me by. I’m considering a talon or an integra..I’d rather have an integra, but at this point I’ll take the better deal. I’m still pissed about the fact that they didn’t total my sunfire and I lost my chance at a ’04 Tiburon GT. Arg. Anyways, my parents wanted to move to Oklahoma anyways, so I guess that this is just a push in that direction. My parents have horrible spending habits, my mom more so than my dad, and when my dad’s paychecks started getting screwed up and he was making necessary repairs on his truck, my mom was still spending money and it was just a downward spiral. As long as they don’t drag me down with them, I don’t care what they do.
My dad lost the closest thing to a father that he had, this morning. Bill was in his late seventies and had cancer throughout his body. After 5 blood transfusions, he was still filling up with water faster than they could get it out, so his family decided to allow the pain and suffering to stop. I was sad, but I felt more for my dad because he’s been trying so hard to get down to Oklahoma to see him in his last days…and it just didn’t happen. This whole thing makes me miss my parents and wish that things had worked out differently in our relationships with each other. I’m not saying that our relationships are horrible, but they definitely could have been better.
I’ve realized in the past few months that I’m not even the same person that I was a year ago. I look different, (or so I’ve been told) I have different short term as well as long term goals, a different boyfriend, a new apartment, soon a new car…everything is changing…and to be honest I’m more anxious than worried about it. Everything is finally falling into place and I’m actually starting to enjoy the fact that I’m an adult and have so many responsibilities. I feel as though I’ve matured so much that there isn’t anything that I couldn’t handle at this point. Davey, friends, school, and work…life is great right now.
Well that’s it for now I suppose. It’s almost 6 so I need to shut down photo id and head home and finish unpacking. When we’re finished, I’ll take some pictures and post them here. I wont have the internet for a few weeks because I need to have the dsl switched over and we all now how slow verizon is with installation stuff. ;)
Hope all is well with everyone on here, I read entries regularly but I don’t normally respond. If there’s anything you feel that I should know, feel free to comment.
XoXoX // Billie
Davey and I are together and going strong. We’ve done a lot of really fun stuff since I wrote last. We, along with his parents went to Watkins Glen for a day, went go-carting and hiked the trail. He helped me a get a job with him at Fye, however I’m in the movies department while he is in music. And even though there are days that I dread going there, it’s really a fun job. I love my managers and the other people too. There’s always something entertaining going on. Anyways, back to the good stuff. To mark the “one mont,” Davey rented spinners for a few hours so we could play hockey together. It was so much fun. He even took one of his own hockey sticks and had it cut down to my size. He took me to Bugaboo Creek for an amazing dinner, he played one of our songs for me on his guitar…he gave me a copy of a song he wrote for me on beautiful sunset paper, in a frame. He’s always telling me how important I am to him and how great his life is now. I’m really glad to have his support in like everything I do. We don’t fight or argue, we get along so well. He does the little things that count. He insists that I go with him and just be with him when he djs, he doesn’t make me do stuff that he knows I’m uncomfortable doing, he comes to visit me while I’m working at school, calls me when he knows I’m having a bad day just to talk and let me vent, he even told me that I’m his good luck charm for hockey. I seriously didn’t think that I would find someone who treats me like this…and I’m not letting him go..
I moved into my very own apartment this past Sunday. Danielle L-R and Timmy live with me. It’s fun so far. We still have a lot of unpacking to do, but it’ll all get done in time. We’ve already got a texas-hold ‘em night planned. The guys in the Kai - Phi house down the street are throwing us a welcoming party. LoL. It’s like an MCC street. There are only two houses that aren’t MCC people, and one is the U of R frat house. Davey wants to buy me a gun, but really the area isn’t bad at all. It’s a college area that just happens to be located near bad areas. Everyone around has said that the area is fine, so I’m not really concerned. We looked at a few houses that I wouldn’t be able to sleep in at night…so this place is fine.
My parents are filing bankruptcy and they’re losing the house and my car because it’s in their name. It sucks, but I’m looking around for what I want now, not what can just get me by. I’m considering a talon or an integra..I’d rather have an integra, but at this point I’ll take the better deal. I’m still pissed about the fact that they didn’t total my sunfire and I lost my chance at a ’04 Tiburon GT. Arg. Anyways, my parents wanted to move to Oklahoma anyways, so I guess that this is just a push in that direction. My parents have horrible spending habits, my mom more so than my dad, and when my dad’s paychecks started getting screwed up and he was making necessary repairs on his truck, my mom was still spending money and it was just a downward spiral. As long as they don’t drag me down with them, I don’t care what they do.
My dad lost the closest thing to a father that he had, this morning. Bill was in his late seventies and had cancer throughout his body. After 5 blood transfusions, he was still filling up with water faster than they could get it out, so his family decided to allow the pain and suffering to stop. I was sad, but I felt more for my dad because he’s been trying so hard to get down to Oklahoma to see him in his last days…and it just didn’t happen. This whole thing makes me miss my parents and wish that things had worked out differently in our relationships with each other. I’m not saying that our relationships are horrible, but they definitely could have been better.
I’ve realized in the past few months that I’m not even the same person that I was a year ago. I look different, (or so I’ve been told) I have different short term as well as long term goals, a different boyfriend, a new apartment, soon a new car…everything is changing…and to be honest I’m more anxious than worried about it. Everything is finally falling into place and I’m actually starting to enjoy the fact that I’m an adult and have so many responsibilities. I feel as though I’ve matured so much that there isn’t anything that I couldn’t handle at this point. Davey, friends, school, and work…life is great right now.
Well that’s it for now I suppose. It’s almost 6 so I need to shut down photo id and head home and finish unpacking. When we’re finished, I’ll take some pictures and post them here. I wont have the internet for a few weeks because I need to have the dsl switched over and we all now how slow verizon is with installation stuff. ;)
Hope all is well with everyone on here, I read entries regularly but I don’t normally respond. If there’s anything you feel that I should know, feel free to comment.
XoXoX // Billie