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Well..things are looking up =]
I went to the Carni with Tonja tonight...only for the fact that it's free entertainment and there was nothing else to do. I saw Ben King..he said he'd put in a good word for me haha. we'll see what happens. He asked me to join him and Jeff in going to the krockathon..I said sure..I really had no one else to go with anyways..so that'll be fun. I saw Winkee..who I haven't seen in ages. Him and AJ said they'd come rotate my tires. haha. Oh yeah..Ben told me that he talked to Jared back in March or April or something..and Jared told him then that we weren't together..I was like wtf? At first I was mad...then I was just like whatever..I'm sick of this. I'm moving on. Hm...let's see. Oh yeah..I also saw Scottie Verburg. Haven't seen him in ages. He's doing great which I am so happy to hear. I miss that kid. Art was always so much fun with him.
I just feel so happy today. It's a crappy day..but I just feel so optimistic. It's like things will be fine. I'm hangin with friends and I'm having fun. I miss the affection ..but that'll fade I guess. I didn't make him happy anymore...so I need to just let it be and move on.
Ok..on that note..I'm gonna go and see what's going on tonight. =]
I went to the Carni with Tonja tonight...only for the fact that it's free entertainment and there was nothing else to do. I saw Ben King..he said he'd put in a good word for me haha. we'll see what happens. He asked me to join him and Jeff in going to the krockathon..I said sure..I really had no one else to go with anyways..so that'll be fun. I saw Winkee..who I haven't seen in ages. Him and AJ said they'd come rotate my tires. haha. Oh yeah..Ben told me that he talked to Jared back in March or April or something..and Jared told him then that we weren't together..I was like wtf? At first I was mad...then I was just like whatever..I'm sick of this. I'm moving on. Hm...let's see. Oh yeah..I also saw Scottie Verburg. Haven't seen him in ages. He's doing great which I am so happy to hear. I miss that kid. Art was always so much fun with him.
I just feel so happy today. It's a crappy day..but I just feel so optimistic. It's like things will be fine. I'm hangin with friends and I'm having fun. I miss the affection ..but that'll fade I guess. I didn't make him happy anymore...so I need to just let it be and move on.
Ok..on that note..I'm gonna go and see what's going on tonight. =]