Monophobia - Fear of solitude or being alone
I hate Lilo and Stitch. It was on last night so I watched it. It is so sad. I cried nonstop. It made me think about things which was bad because I didn't want to think about them. Then I cried harder and I wanted my mommy. Then I realized she's at gramma's for the garage sale until 6pm today. Now I just feel like crap. I turned down Dani's invite to hang out last night because I realized Robin's truck was in the middle of the driveway and my car was in the garage and Robin was asleep so I was trapped in the house. Also I was getting ready for bed anyways because Lilo and Stitch wore me out. I'm sorry Dani. I wasn't in the mood. And even if I was, I was trapped in the house.
LAST...
movie you rented = i don't remember
movie you bought = alice in wonderland
song you listened to = some yella kard song on the ep kate gave me <33 (thanks kate)
song that was stuck in your head = time warp
cd you bought = vagrant records mix thing
cd you listened to = vagrant records mix thing
person you called = mom
person who called you = dani
tv show you watched = lilo and fucking stitch
thing you were thinking about = my hair looks like shit
DO....
you have a crush on someone = yeah...about 7 guys. i counted the other day...
you wish you could live somewhere else = most definently
others find you attractive = probably not
you want more piercings = i don't have any so why would i want more?
you like cleaning = sometimes
you like roller coasters = no
you write in cursive or print = it's a mixture of both
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT....
long distance relationships = no
using someone = i am the usee not the user
killing people = enticing
teenage smoking = i don't care
driving drunk = people who drive drunk are morons and should all die
soap operas = no
HAVE YOU...
ever cried over a boy/girl = yeah
ever lied to someone = yes
ever been in a fist fight = not yet
ever been arrested = not yet
WHAT...
shampoo do you use = depends on my mood
shoes do you wear = chucks mostly
are you scared of = death, germs, the dark, rapists, everything pretty much
NUMBER...
of times I have been in love? = truly, deeply in love? 1 (and that would be my cat)
of times I have had my heart broken? = by a boy? thrice
of hearts I have broken? = 0? i don't know
of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? = uhhh...didn't i answer this question in another survey?
of scars on my body? = less than 30 i believe
of things in my past that I regret? = 5935975
DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...
funny = sometimes
hot = never
friendly = yes
amusing = sometimes
loveable = yes?
caring = maybe?
sweet = i try
dorky = yes
PERSON WHO LAST...
slept in your bed = me...it's so lonely in there
saw you cry = myself
made you cry = fucking lilo and stitch
you went to the movies with = i don't remember
yelled at you = robin
sent you an email = livejournal
HAVE YOU EVER...
said "I love you" and meant it = yes
gone out in public in your pajamas = yeah i do it daily
kept a secret from everyone = yes
cried during a movie = yes
planned your week based on the TV Guide = yes
been on stage = yes
been to New York = no
been to California = ....no i have not visited that shitty place
been to Hawaii = no
been to Japan = i would sell my soul to go there
been to Canada = no
been to Europe = again, i would sell my soul
been to Asia = no
been down South = ....you mean mexico? yes
what time is it now = 8:30am
THIS OR THAT...
apples or bananas = both
blue or red = black
walmart or target = both
spring or fall = fall
What are you gonna do after you finish this = fall down dead
what was the last meal you ate = spaghetti
are you bored = my tiredness overcomes it
last noise you heard = percy shuffling around
last smell you sniffed = my hair
FRIENDSHIP AND LOVE...
do you believe in love at first sight = no
do you want children one day & if so, how many = yes and probably 2
most important thing to you in a friendship is = forgive and forget whatever was said
OTHER INFO...
criminal record = well i have done some things, but the cops haven't found out...yet
do you speak any other languages = spanish but poorly
last book you read = anne rice's merrick
name some of your favorite things in your bedroom = benny's area, my "blankie", my books, records, cds, action figures, i dunno i have so much shit in there
who you love = benny
who you miss = benny
this is you trying hard to make sure that you're seen with a girl on your arm and your heart on your sleeve
-x-Hay-leee-x-
LAST...
movie you rented = i don't remember
movie you bought = alice in wonderland
song you listened to = some yella kard song on the ep kate gave me <33 (thanks kate)
song that was stuck in your head = time warp
cd you bought = vagrant records mix thing
cd you listened to = vagrant records mix thing
person you called = mom
person who called you = dani
tv show you watched = lilo and fucking stitch
thing you were thinking about = my hair looks like shit
DO....
you have a crush on someone = yeah...about 7 guys. i counted the other day...
you wish you could live somewhere else = most definently
others find you attractive = probably not
you want more piercings = i don't have any so why would i want more?
you like cleaning = sometimes
you like roller coasters = no
you write in cursive or print = it's a mixture of both
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT....
long distance relationships = no
using someone = i am the usee not the user
killing people = enticing
teenage smoking = i don't care
driving drunk = people who drive drunk are morons and should all die
soap operas = no
HAVE YOU...
ever cried over a boy/girl = yeah
ever lied to someone = yes
ever been in a fist fight = not yet
ever been arrested = not yet
WHAT...
shampoo do you use = depends on my mood
shoes do you wear = chucks mostly
are you scared of = death, germs, the dark, rapists, everything pretty much
NUMBER...
of times I have been in love? = truly, deeply in love? 1 (and that would be my cat)
of times I have had my heart broken? = by a boy? thrice
of hearts I have broken? = 0? i don't know
of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? = uhhh...didn't i answer this question in another survey?
of scars on my body? = less than 30 i believe
of things in my past that I regret? = 5935975
DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...
funny = sometimes
hot = never
friendly = yes
amusing = sometimes
loveable = yes?
caring = maybe?
sweet = i try
dorky = yes
PERSON WHO LAST...
slept in your bed = me...it's so lonely in there
saw you cry = myself
made you cry = fucking lilo and stitch
you went to the movies with = i don't remember
yelled at you = robin
sent you an email = livejournal
HAVE YOU EVER...
said "I love you" and meant it = yes
gone out in public in your pajamas = yeah i do it daily
kept a secret from everyone = yes
cried during a movie = yes
planned your week based on the TV Guide = yes
been on stage = yes
been to New York = no
been to California = ....no i have not visited that shitty place
been to Hawaii = no
been to Japan = i would sell my soul to go there
been to Canada = no
been to Europe = again, i would sell my soul
been to Asia = no
been down South = ....you mean mexico? yes
what time is it now = 8:30am
THIS OR THAT...
apples or bananas = both
blue or red = black
walmart or target = both
spring or fall = fall
What are you gonna do after you finish this = fall down dead
what was the last meal you ate = spaghetti
are you bored = my tiredness overcomes it
last noise you heard = percy shuffling around
last smell you sniffed = my hair
FRIENDSHIP AND LOVE...
do you believe in love at first sight = no
do you want children one day & if so, how many = yes and probably 2
most important thing to you in a friendship is = forgive and forget whatever was said
OTHER INFO...
criminal record = well i have done some things, but the cops haven't found out...yet
do you speak any other languages = spanish but poorly
last book you read = anne rice's merrick
name some of your favorite things in your bedroom = benny's area, my "blankie", my books, records, cds, action figures, i dunno i have so much shit in there
who you love = benny
who you miss = benny
this is you trying hard to make sure that you're seen with a girl on your arm and your heart on your sleeve
-x-Hay-leee-x-