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i can feel it just falling apart like a wet bit of folded paper in my hands. i try unfolding it but it falls apart, i try leaving as it is but the rain drops just rip it.
my life is to fucked to fix
hope is out the window when im down and i always seem to be down. my mind is going mental as i try to sleep i think a million things at once, it keeps me awake untill i just pass out and get about 2hours sleep.
everyday just acting like life is normal even if its getting more fucked up
im not saying i want a perfect life cos that would just fuck me up more, but when life get hard i act harder and feel weeker.
i think im going numb cos i dont even feel pain anymore
my life is to fucked to fix
hope is out the window when im down and i always seem to be down. my mind is going mental as i try to sleep i think a million things at once, it keeps me awake untill i just pass out and get about 2hours sleep.
everyday just acting like life is normal even if its getting more fucked up
im not saying i want a perfect life cos that would just fuck me up more, but when life get hard i act harder and feel weeker.
i think im going numb cos i dont even feel pain anymore