like seasons

[angry_nerdrock]

damn these feelings
that keep
tugging at my sleeve
and that call my name

you wouldnt believe me when i told you
you've got
the most
unbelievable
blue eyes

that i've ever seen.

that i have ever seen.

i cant help but die
when you grab my hand (with reassurance)
and i cant help but turn around
and
.s.m.i.l.e.
only to be greeted with yours in return

and it's like heaven.
it's perfect.
so perfect.

if only you knew how often you crossed my mind
i think i'm going crazy
(do you think i'm going crazy?)
i enjoy standing there watching you
and you wouldnt know
and even though you dont know
i'm okay with that

and everytime that i see you,
gallons of my blood rush inside out
kept from exploding by
a handful of you.

it's funny how i loose myself in you
my imagination has gotten the best of us

i'm living in make believe.

(please dont wake me up.)

but for once,
just once
i wish that i could make believe for real