but harder to hear you laugh..

[angry_nerdrock]

[tonight,
i opened up an old old dusty (but not forgotten)
photo album with someone who meant the world to me. literally the world.]

[i choked back tears, as i've told myself i wouldnt cry
just because i know,
it would be of no use.(none at all)]

[i miss you]

i'm so exhausted
i've forgotten to breathe,
for like the 6th time this week
and i wish that life would just
give me my 15 minute lunch break
sometime soon.

i can barely walk, and not to mention think.

but thinking about middle school
kills me.
it kills me
inside
and
out.

cuz u could never imagine how much it meant to me
cuz u could never imagine how much i loved it all
and u could never imagine how much i still miss it.