Nov 07, 2006 12:14
The past 2 weeks I have been overwhelmed with midterms. It sucked ass. I started out with two biology related midterms. I crammed and nearly had a mental breakdown. Surprisingly I did well. That week was followed by 2 consecutive night terrors on the intersession between thursday and friday and then again half day suring saturday. Apparently night terrors are stress related. No wonder I get them so often. The following week two more midterms. Results: I did well one one and bummed the last one. The one from my favourite class. That week i had another night terror. GO figure!
A couple weeks before that, I would say around the third week of school, I went on a class fieldtrip to the San Jacinto MTs. It was very nice, nature is so orgasmic in my opinion. Anyways, it rained most of the time there. Considering that I had never seen snow before, and we were near Idyllwild I got my hopes up as i wished for snow. It did not snow. FUCKER!
So the day started with me leaving home. It had rained that morning. By the time I got to UCI it seemed like it was gonna rain...As we got ready (we were supposed to leave by 8am) one of the TA's dissapeared. We ended up leaving at around 9.
The freeways were lovely as usual, except for this nasty traffic jam on the 91 East towards Riverside. As it so happened, the remainder of the class was driving so slow...i couldnt take and got impatiend and made my way to Palm Springs. Come on...Its my home...how could i get lost. It rained on the freeway and it was orgasmic. Seriously...rain is so romantic and sexual!
As we arrived in Palm Springs, we made a pit stop at one of the Visito Stations. Im glad I stopped ther because I saw one of the greatest natual wonders of the world. It was a man...I want attracted because he could have been a million years my senior...what got my attention was what was in his pants. Now, I dont mean this to sound as dirty as it sounds, but I was really amused by what was in his pants. I had no clue what it was. It seemed like a huge ass bulge of what could have been a sweater stuffed in those mini shorts that he was wearing. I assumed he was gay, since its Palm Springs and he was wearing really short shorts. The people I hauled with me were also dumbstruck...They assumed it was perhaps a tumorigenic growth one the man's testicles. It was hilarious. That was huge. Then i said it was perhaps BALL PUMPING! Come on...Palm Springs has lots of sodomy-liking people. I love gays with fetishes but this was scary. Deep down in my mind I assumed that the guy probably got stung by a bee or wasp while getting sun tanned in one of the Nude Communities here in Palm Springs...or he might have been having sex in the Clothing Oprtional Resorts for gay men also in Palm Springs. By the way...the gay resorts here in Palm Springs are a nice place to spend time at...U should visit it at least once in your life.
Anyways...On the trip up the MTs, a rare sight caught my eye. Another gay guy on the trip. HE was one of the Grad Students. Now he was about 5'11" black hair and coloured eyes. He has a NICE ASS. But waslked like if a dildo was in his ass. I thought he was kinda attractive. This thought was later degraded when he opened his mouth to speak. Honestly...his voice screamed FLAMER. HE wasnt a complete fairy considering the way he dressed...(METRO IN A SENCE)...im not a fan of lemmings. He didnt have those flamboyant arm movements...but I lost my wanting to stare at him. I kinda shivered every time he talked. freaky. He still has a nice ass though and I stared at it all throughout our hikes. hehe.
Anyways we arrived to the Pin(~)on place and the professor was explaining all the earth system gadgets...I couldnt help but stare at the beauty of nature. We were in a deserted grasslands and staring at beautiful mountains. It was wonderful to realize that this is the world I take for granted every day.
So after this finished...we made our way to the top of the mountains to the lodge/research center that belongs to the university. And i noticed what was the hottest guy in our class. He is about 6'5" white, sandy-blonde and brown eyes. HE happens to be christian, very friendly, polite and has a gorgeous smile. As I spoke to him, he seemed so genuine and not a fake. O well...most x-tians are hypocrites no? But I rather not find out...hes perfect the way I met him. The other gay guy on the other hand...seemed to want the attention of one of the track stars of our class. It was kinda hilarious to observe. But hey, to each their own no? The guy wasnt annoying...his voice was.
So later that night...class presentation and food. COME ON...the dinner was MEAT and a NASTY salad. I DONT EAT MEAT...I basically ate a tortilla stuffed with rice and beans...damn I felt like I was back in Brasil. I miss Brasil. I went upstairs the Men's section of the Lodge. I was the first one there...and so I took my clothes off and put on my PJs and started to study. Then can the GORGEOUS X-tian...he said something about how he should be studying and then he smiled...DAMN if I had not had sex that morning, that smile would have been enough to give me a hardon. So he took his clothes off and put on his PJs. HE didnt have a developed body but he wasnt fat...he was just skiny but height weight proportionate. He still had a gorgeous body to me. Then his shorts came off and i got a peak at his undies...I was impressed. Lol I wish I could have gotten a better view at his bulge though. O well.
HE left to go downstairs. I continued studying because I had a midterm and didnt really care to socialize with all those other people. I just came on the trip to get away from every day life. Any ways I pass out...for the five minutes I was asleep I got a night terror. Shit that was the first in the sequence that was to come in the following weeks, and the first in about 8 months. As I was struggling in that horrible dream my phone wakes me up. It was my BF calling me...I had had my phone off almost the whole day and missed many of his calls. HE called me to tell me that I forgot one of my bags containng my towel and shampoo and other necessities. So basically I didnt shower that whole weekend. We spoke and then wishes each other a good night. As I went back to study, I heard othr guys come up stairs...apparently they were drinking alcohol and smirnoffs. DAMN it...they offered me but I couldnt...My liver comes first...apparently my lived has gotten an inflamation from an infection and if I want to live I have to take care of myself. My life is important...especially now that I realize how beautiful the world we live in is.
A couple minutes later, the drunks left. Then the other gay guy came in and sat down to study. Ok fine u can sit there. I payed no attention...I had my iPOD! yay! Nothing like a little Trivium to help me concentrate.
The next day we went to the tip of the mountain. It was beautiful. Once again I stared at the gay guys ass all the way up. His ass is one of those that belong in marble.
We left the reserve around noon. I came back home and they made their way back to Irvine.
Now about my liver. Im really hoping that its nothing bad. The pain has seemed to go down as time goes by. Im just hoping that its an acute infection that is getting cleared by itself. The MD told me that im healthy other than the high albumin levels. That is perhaps the reason why my lived is inflamed. I hope it all goes well. This is really frightening and its the reason why I didnt apply to graduate school, just in case I have to undergo any type of surgery or treatment.
Signing off...