Maintained Walls

[angry_jezabelle]

I've met some guy online. He seems nice, but I have trouble trusting him. He's calling beautiful and sweetheart. None of my Xes did that. It just sounds odd hearing it. I asked him not to. He complied. I'm scarred of meself. I want to date..possibly marry someday...but I dont know if I will. I dont know if I can trust someone enough. Guess I'm still reeling from my past history with men. Maybe this time God sent me a keeper. Who knows though....suppose time has the answers.
I am still not smoking....day 33 and counting.
Jesus Rules
God Bless, Carol